Read the english translation of the meaning sis.
Verily in Allah do hearts find peace.
And no need to cry sis, pray for her as this is the only thing that will reach her. It hurts, especially if it's the first time you lose someone very close to you, as was the case for me. Sometimes when an unaware person asks me about my mother, it really hurts, like a jab in the heart, but then I remember Allah said that he would test us with loss of family, wealth etc. This life is merely a journey, our mothers are simply waiting at the other side. The thing that makes me very happy is that she died saying the shahada, although I never got to say good bye. I think sometimes maybe she would never know how much I loved her, or how much I miss her. But I know that I have nothing to mourn for, as this is something we will all have to face. We just have to prepare ourselves for our time. The most important thing is to try and grow closer to Allah from this experience. I certainly feel I am achieving this.
And I think this thread just got serious... .