thank you all you reply jazakhAllah kulla khair..i'm not sufi since i believe as Imam Malik (ra) said

"whoever studies Jurisprudence [tafaqaha] and didn't study Sufism [tasawwafa] will be corrupted; and whoever studied Sufism and didn't study Jurisprudence will become a heretic; and whoever combined both will be reach the Truth." [the scholar 'Ali al-Adawi , vol. 2, p 195.]

So first id like to learn fiqh inshaAllah because theres a danger of you becoming a deviant if u dont follow fiqh and sharia properly.Many other scholars also said many positive things about tassawuf like Ibn taimiyyah, Abdullah ibn Muhammad ibn Abdul Wahhab, in addition to classical scholars like Imam As Shafei, Imam Abu Hanifa, Imam Ahmad ibn hanbal, Jalaluddin as-Suyuti, Tajuddin as-Subki,Ibn Khaldun, Imam Nawawi (May Allh be pleased with them all) you can go to this article to see their sayings about Tassawuf http://www.therevival.co.uk/articles/tasawwuf.php What I've noticed is that for example the admins honouring shaykh abdal qadir al gilani and on the other hand ive seen the same admins(strangely)say negative things about tassawuf.?

Sis Nafeesa nice to see you i know you from sunniforum(one of the best forums on the net).You can pm me if u want dont like to get into details on here. right i think im done for the day...see you all tomorrow inshaAllah