Why does this life drag me by my feet? Forcing me along?

Why is it taking me into more problems?

Why is it dragging me along with my past looming amongst the darkness?

Why will it not let me forget the pains that have ripped my heart?

Torn my soul and make me cry?

Why am I not allowed to have fun? Is it a sin or is it me, dwelling on my life’s great mystery?



I just sit here hoping that one day, it will all go away. Away from me and let me live, where someone or something will take the pain away, which was inflicted on me.
Hmmmm……………

Maybe it is me, I cannot change the past and cannot create my future, after all everything is a test from Allah SWT, maybe I need to go away and learn from what happened, use it as a tool to increase my imaan! After all Allah SWT is the most just and there is non equal to him.


Its taken time and now I have control over what happened and turned to Allah SWT,
Left the darkness and walking through the light………………………
I know I cannot change my past but the future is mine! And I will be guided by Allah SWT. Last my heart is no longer heavy and my soul is awake to Allah SWT’ ibaadah!

Inshallah…………………. all the best to all my brothers and sisters who have been through tough lives and that they live in peace and ease under the mercy of our creator Allah SWT, who does not need us yet we need him! Ameen

From darkness to light - My poem was written by one_life