Not at all really, I wrote in wordprocessing software, then cut and pasted. I decided to work that way now for two reasons. First I maintain better self discipline in editing my language, perhaps; or rather that is a possiblity, that I am more likely to check over my work when I have it saved on disc for my self. (that's a bit rude of me isn't it) The other reason is so that I do not feel that ever time I make a neat post, in which I encapsulate one distinct idea, that I risk loosing my work to moderators whom find my writing hard, or so that I might not need use the internet to go back and find out where I best wrote about any matter, it is all in a disc that I have. (almost every post I have made, I went back and made copies of, except for the ones deleted at MV)

oh and thanks for worrying, I have been a bit ill, but with one of those cathartic sort of, on the way to getting better, type illnesses . . .

. . . I dread the task ahead of me, of working through all my posts in my own disc now, and reworking into other writing . . . (oh no, can I really have written that, just like that, just blerted it all out . . .)

Yikes, I might again if I am not careful . . .

Well met Sumeyye of Sydney! I am born in Armidale NSW and have lived also in Hobart, Adelaide, Canberra, Oxford and London UK, then travelled back home through USSR and China, then lived in Coonabarabran, Canberra again, Armidale again, Kyogle, and now Brisbane. But you will find that the local Muslim community are repeatedly not believing I am in the Ummah, while I am always being pulled back in everytime another person decides that I can not be a believer. So I am tending to hide a bit more now, and am even less often in Hijab, that way attracting less attention in the Muslim community, to the fact of being a white Aborigine. Mainly I am in Prayer, if through a Mosque rather than with our own indigenous folk, through a part of the Muslim community whom prefer that I not identify that they support me. Perhaps I have too much convict blood in me, or perhaps I was only too open in expressing my self to be able to be readily accepted by all the Muslims whom are in Australia. But when any person, or community, or established belief, becomes backed into a corner, its only enduring strength is in showing no fear to express that it survives.

Actually now that I think about it, there were a couple of instances in which a few criminals had focussed their efforts to have me murdered, that have taken place between when I last posted and today. I had already well established patterns of delaying the consequences of specific sihr, and will be well and truly stuck in repeats of such patterns until death, but have worked to be sure that it will not be just yet. But now I need to get back out of this website without many many posts again,

Salam and thanks for your care