Wow, Sister habibti4Allah7! That brought tears to my eyes I actually could feel your sorrow. Insha'Allah Ta'ala you shall stay Muslims for the rest of your life and prove others wrong also keep to the righteous path whichAllah Ta'ala has bestwoed upon you to see.
Be strong and Insha'Allah Ta'ala you shall receive a lot of help, support, love and guidance in this forum also in this life! And remeber Islam is the true religion!
P.S. WELCOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :okay:

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