Often I think I should bear it. Does anyone else ever worry about following the directives of someone other than the Prophet (saws)? A course instructor is a guide in a sense. And if that guide is leading in a direction that is not inline with Allah's teachings, I fear being led astray, especially since i am new in the faith. I mean, in a sense, they tell me what to do and what is what. In terms of them telling me what to do, of course I could say no, Insha'Allah, but that may set off the wrong professor... but then again, if I leave it to Allah to guide me, then things should be alright. Perhaps my concern comes as i may have an option to start a distance Islamic studies course, but I have the worldly desire to get my degree at this very reputable institution first, for job security mostly. But I suppose having this inner jihaad at a christian institution could prove encouraging for other Muslims... Allah knows best.

Salaam to you, and thanks to Allah.

lewcow