Bro Belief_is_Power i think YusufNoor makes some very good points. I think it is best if you find yourself a good Muslimah and don't worry she exists; you just have to find her! but don't give up. and well follow bro YusufNoor's advice. they seem to sound really good. there are some muslims who care more about money and nationality than religion, but not all are like that. so don't give up. please.
Assalaam u alaikum