wa jazaka allahooo khayran

dear i understand..... you cannot understand the real meaning for Koran

and you get hard to understand the koran by the translator .

i will search for you a good reference to understand arabic and korans meaning

but tell me about your level in arabic language ...

if you have arab sat and nile sat there is a channel

name is "almajd" for koran this channel give a good translation for meaning

to English and there is a channel names is "al Huda" for they show a good

a good thing about islam koran ,aqeeda, hadeth ,... etc.

this is a some books in English and French i advice you to download it this is link

http://www.ibnothaimeen.com/all/eBook-i.shtml