Someone said, a few pages back, that if your mind isn't right and you kill yrself - it might not count as suicide? I don't want to get too personal, but if i were to keel over the tracks, next time i'm waiting for the train, in a split-second decision... would it still count as suicide?
stupid question, i know, but desperate is as desperate does...

p.s. just want to say i would rather rip myself into a squillion-shreads before i hurt anyone else, so don't get any ideas about that "suicide bombing" murder crap.

p.s.ps. pls (if anyone's reading...) don't ask me to get help;) I did my current predicament to myself... i just need a clean exit