i fear for myself a terrifying ending
jus recently heard my inner demons screaming
feel as though im nearing my hearts last beating
i force myself to feel remorse for my sin
i look to my beloved and closest of kin
i seek refuge from the sinners king pin
and even though i say this
no one can feel the mess im in

only one knows what goes in my soul
Ahad Ahad is the only one that knows
my toil in this soil in which my sins unfoil
he knows and see's envolops it in his mercy
devolops my piety takes me into his wings
and i feel a few stings but im growing
i submit myself to Allahs will
wishing his pulling on my strings
guiding me the right way to jannahs springs
so with the prophet.. in akhirah... i can be dining..
may our souls rest after all this pining..


Ameen!