Inshallah that light is there in the end of the tunnel

my soul needs cleaning im weeping coz nothings working
wishing this dunya would jus stop disturbing
let me rest in ease in peace but it keeps on protruding
had enough of being dunya's custodian
i wanna be so isolated that people think im a mad man
be so forgotten that people think im a dead man
so it can be just me n my conciounce
i know patience ova harms is encouraged in abundance
but us insan shudnt kid ourselves coz we get so weak
the slightest reaction gets us to our peaks
we need to be relaxed thinking calmly during climaxes
not clashing and thrashing out with so many violences...