How can l sleep with ease in my bed when I don’t know if I will sleep comfortably in my grave? I rather stay awake night after night in the hopes that Allah will have mercy on me and allow me to sleep peacefully in my grave.

Sleep gives me a since of comfort simply because I know I am not sinning when I am sleeping, but sleep makes a person forgetful, and more relaxed, your shield is on the floor, and you are defenseless, you aren’t consciously aware, and carelessness creeps into your conscious. I mostly dislike sleeping too long at night, but I take afternoon naps.

I won’t be able to feel the true essence of “sleep” till I “sleep” comfortably in my grave, and till then I would have to keep one eye open, and rest, not sleep, but rest for the sake of my health and to keep my sanity.