i keep getting these thoughts to insult (or that i have insulted) the Prophet (sallalahu aleyhi wa sallam) which is causing me great distress
i went though this a couple of years back and it got me so down that i couldnt eat properly. i lost weight thinking that i was a kaafir. i couldnt do anything properly, even my studies had suffered.
i feel like such a hypocrite for defending him when he is insulted becuse i myself feel like im a kaafir. i feel that i should be put to death
i feel outta my mind. sometimes i dont feel that im saneis it possible to be insane and still realise it
i dont wanna go through this again![]()
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