I am head over heels in love with a non practicing muslim man. He's kind, loving, sweet natured, gentle & affectionate. But.... He's married.
Please don't judge me...I know it's wrong and I didn't want it to happen.
But after months and months....it has. He told me he will not lay down his wife- so I know he will not leave her. But he also told me he does not want to lose me. I asked him, should I move on..? He says no... He wants me and asked me not to forget him. We only see each other once a week now because he moved...he makes the effort to call me and see me when he can. I don't even have a real question I guess... But I have never dated a muslim man- so I don't know what my point is here.... I guess I thought if I convert to muslim.... (& yes I would be willing to convert if it means I could be with him. I'd be willing to share him too.)
..... then he could marry me too. He already refers to me as his second wife. But when we really talk about it....he says you do not want to be married to me. He has confused me more than I can explain.