Assalama Alakam to all brothers and sisters and Inshallah you are all on the righteous path of Islam,


It started Last December i was kicked out of my gung fu school because another student claimed i made him depressed, What happen was i use to be involved in magick and such supernatural and in doing so made myself very negative, i would think about rape and murder constantly. But my gung fu teacher would help me out and cleaned me up spirituality. So it happened over a year time then last december my best friend who i brought into kung fu told my instructor that i made him depressed because of what i use to do. In doing so i was kicked out, what that sifu never realized was that my best friend had allways been depressed he just had me as an excuse and such. So my sifu told me there is no way ii can heal or fix myself, (sorry brothers he said nothing can heal you no matter what, And i said I think if i put faith in Allah i will heal myself, srry came out kinda wrong) . My sifu (Instructor) is Jewish haha wat a irony since hes russian and im afghan. But anyway since december i have tracked as much more islam as i could, ive learned from Imam Siraj Wahhaj and others and daily going ot mosque, But i still dont feel 100 percent ok , all i ask is if any of you can give me a dua or something that will help clear up as soon as possible, Currently im doing very good but i want to make sure i never get those scary thoughts that almost drove me to suicide, but strangly when i tried to attempt it, i couldnt do it it was like somthing in my mind telling me stop dont do it, and whenver i would start to have moments of thinking of the past of what happened in the kung fu school it would scare me, then i would just be reciting quran. So much quran like never before in my life and i would kinda get better. Please inshallah one of you brothers and sisters can put me on a better right path, i try to make my prayers and do as much as i can

brother,

What you have cited is not allowed in Islaam and is bid'ah. Given the fact that is mentioned on a shia website, I would not be suprised.

Such dhikr is not prescribed in the Shariah and by merely reciting them in certain combinations is not a form of worship.

So I will delete the content.

Could you at least tell us what it was he said that was deleted, so that we ourselves can be aware of it in the future???

On another note, why dont you get yourself cupped:

Bukhari

Volume 7, Book 71, Number 585:
Narrated Ibn 'Abbas:

The Prophet said, "Healing is in three things: cupping, a gulp of honey or cauterization, (branding with fire) but I forbid my followers to use cauterization (branding with fire)."

Look here for more info:

http://www.fatwa.org.za/cupping.htm

Dont do it yourself, go to someone, or ask around, and find someone who does it and get them to do it for you...

I asked a sheikh about saying Allah's name like that and he said it was haraam, although I could be wrong... But to help the brother out I say that first, never lose hope in Allah because he is always there, continue to make your prayers and make alot of nafl prayers too, because that helps increase your emaan... Here's a couple of du'a that I found, hope it helps:

REPENTANCE:


Allahumma In-nee a-toobu ilayka minha la ar-ji-u ilayhaa abada.
Translation: O Allah, I repent before You for all my sins and I promise never to return to the same (again).

DUA FOR ANXIETY

Allahumma inni a'oodhoo bika O Allah! I seek refuge in You from anxiety
minal-hammi walhuzni, wal-'ajzi and sorrow, weakness and laziness,
wal-kasali wal-bukhli wal-jubni, miserliness and cowardice, the burden of
wa dal'id-dayni wa ghalabatir- debts and from being oppressed by men.
rajaal

DUA FOR DISTRESS

Allahumma rahmataka arjoo falaa O Allah! It is Your mercy that I hope for
takilnee ilaa nafsee tarfata so do not leave me in charge of my affairs
'aynin wa aslih-lee sha'nee even for a blink of an eye and rectify
kullahu, laa ilaha illa anta for me all of my affairs. None has the
right to be worshipped except You.


When Beginning any Work:

Say: Bismillahir-Rahmanir-Raheem

Ok... I'm trying to look for more, but I can't find a good site right now... But insha'allah if I find any more... I'll be sure to post them.....

Saying Allah's name like what???

And erm, there is a big mistake in your post, can you see it???

Whoa dude... I didn't even see that.... I am sooooooooo sorry, I swear... shoulda checked it before postin it.....

They were innovated duas in recitin' Allaah's names in certain combinations, such as recitin' 'Ya Ahad' x times will opens certain secrets.

If it is not prescribed in the Shariah, it's bid'ah

Are any of these stories true? What's with all the wierdness?

Why should he prove something that he says doesnt exist?

You tell your friend to prove, with Hadeeth and Quraan that it does exist...

Just curious what kind of proof ?

And you say, yes he did...