16th September - Dublin, Ireland
This is my first Ramadan and I am so happy fasting is a lot easier than i expected , elhamdulillah. Because i work full time its the tiredness that gets me more than anything since Tarawih prayers finish in the mesjid at around 11pm and it takes me an hour to get to and from the mesjid so home at midnight , then up at 4.15 for suhoor back to bed at 6 after fajr and reading Quran and up again at 8. My epilepsy which is triggered by tiredness has not made an appearance at all Elhamdulillah! I slept through suhoor and fajr last night

i was just so tired and when i woke up this morning considered not fasting the day. Then i remembered all the poor starving children in this world who dont eat for days on end and I decided to stop babying myself . Sometimes i disgust myself

. Well SubhanAllah i have had iftar (approx 7.45pm) today and yesterday at two other people's houses since I am a revert living with Christian friends its great to be around muslims in this month especially at Iftar. And although i can't understand arabic and Quranic passages the imam recites in Tarawih unless i know the surah, i am still feeling very peaceful and happy to be there and just to be standing in rows of people praying reminds me of the surah Saffat (Those ranged in Ranks)
"Was saffati saffan, Faz zajirati zajran, Fat tali yati dhikran, Inna ilahakum la Wahid, Rabbus samawati wal ardi wa ma baynahuma wa Rabbul mashariq"
" By those who range themselves in ranks, And so are strong in repelling evil, And thus proclaim the Message of Allah!, Verily verily your God is One!, Lord of the heavens and of the earth and all between them and Lord of every point at the rising of the sun!"
It brings a tear to my eye to see the rows of people like an army for Allah swt MashaAllah, may Allah swt forgive us all.