you feel as if with life u could so without...
Who told u to care abt a person, it's Allah u depend on no doubt
He brought u to this world and in ur misery u frget Him?
When you need him most you curse Him?
Trst me Ya Ummah there is a way out from these suicidal intentions
Turn to Him when in Pain, Trust Him when in Pain, don't make hasty decisions
Read a Dua' to feel better...therez always a way out evn outta prison
Allah does everything for a reasomn
When you do something bad dont' u think ur questionin his decision

feel like going to sleep and not feel...
WHAT? whats your heartbreaking ordeal?
tell me have you been smitten by steel?
pelted by stones till ur skins peel?

tell me have you been forced to marry?
abused and misused raped in a flurry?
TELL ME have both your parents died n
all friends belied you whilst your left to cry?
have you lost your limbs and whims?
under constant torture hoping to see grim?

WHATS SO BAD? becoz as far as i see
in front of a computer you sit
quite comfortably in a chair you sit
WHATS YOUR CALAMITY?
o muslim captured inside vanity...

feel like going to sleep and not feel...
We all feel this way at one point, bt wit the angels r u ready to deal
Tribulations come and go and it's time fr u to heal
Do not question ur existence,
You are a creation of Allah (S.W.T) u hv been guided without resistance
We feel lonely at one point, cry ourselves to sleep at night
Wonder why we alive, then u see the light
U understand why certain things happen, u see hope in sight
U know therez a reason, u feel helpless but u knw Allah's der fr u
Will always be there and always stay true
be by ur side whn u need sum1 most nd there are others who
care abt u, like us dear sister, we luv u, no matter wht others do
we knw u tryin, nd u a gift to us so stop cryin, U are a star so stop lyin
We all are fighters in this war ....we gnna die tryin

I just hope this life aint real....
We all go thru pain, bt sumtimes our hearts we need to seal
from the suffering we goin thru, pray to Allah or cry to ur companion
U need sum1 to talk to, express ur pain befo u go off like a cannon
LIfe is hard sis, we all knw it, durin these times we dnt think of our sufferin Ummah
Who are we to ask nd question whn we aint' evn seen mch of the dunya
Reality is hittin us now, bt it's not mch, we jst weak
Shaytan's playin wit our minds, nd we being bleak
Ya ukhti, smile now, don't wrry abt the pain tht can sneak
Stick to wht it is you seek

Stick to wht it is you seek
ignore the shaitan, let ur HEART speak
u kno u r ....u r...unique?
u aint a shaitan freak
cmon show shaitan ur killin technique
let him cry outside in the darkness
cmon do it i kno u can sis
i kno it will be a great success
u will get wat u wanted , cant u guess?
stop worryin bout ur shoes n ur dress
and stop playin dice chess
Oh god bless...

horrible i kno.
its been too long . lol

Oh god bless...
U knw u can get outta dis mess
so dn't stress, nd dn't press
the issue, dn't make it ur weakness

how i am undergoing a test
that is killing me from within..
draining out my power, while I refrain from sin
while I try my best to take heed
so later I can harvest the fruit of my seed

laughing you fell and got up again
no problems fears no pain
you wer an innocent kid playing around
pushing your friend; both of you fell on the ground
but that was before wen u were a little infant
dat was before u turned bad, before u became a tyrant
before u disobeyed Allah
before you neglected all your Salah
before u started cussin and doin bad
before da day u hurt someone cuz u wer mad
before you spoke bad to your mother
before u hurt your brother
before everything
now you look back and don’t feel a thing
why?
Cuz your hearts gone bad with all the things u said “I’ll jus try”
It started with a small black dot now your hearts all black
Now your heart the sweetness of Iman it lacks

Now your heart the sweetness of Iman it lacks
Diverted from the path to different tracks ..

Following the footsteps of your own enemy ..
That is true blindness and a serious felony ..

Attracted by images of deception ..
and the way is full of delectations ..

But after every pleasure you sit and cry ..
Feeling sad and just willing to die ..

For only one purpose .. just to burry your worries ..

But after your body is burried ..

Your worries will come back to you ..
To sit with you ..
Accompanying you ..

So get back to the original track ..
Even if its full hardships ..

But theres no worries after that ..

and back to reality....
We are n reality wit technicality
Sittin here tryin to get rid of the insanity
Feel like nobody undastands humanity
Killin, dyin, suicidin, fr wht? vanity
I'm too close to losin my sanity

bouncing back from every attack so scatter, madder than the that itch a** mad hatter, live or die for honour i'd prefer the latter, load the clip in my pen and cock it, I'm down for the truth so you im gonna rock it, you may try and block it but you can only ignore it for so long, I aint weeded and I dont own a bong, if you think i'll ever stop your wrong, the seed is sown and it will flourish, watch it blossom into Allahs will, i would hate to kill, so please for your own sake lie still, its getting hormonal now like women on the pill, you cant stop me from reaching my destiny, with Allah watching my back and forever blessing me

this is a hard life and my worries is doubled, coz the only thing I inherited from my father was his debts and his troubles, so now i got to make something bubble, but if I snooze when i move i'll loose, not just my hustle but grip on sanity, I'm too ugly inside for vanity, i praise the lord but the devil bring shame on me, and he'll bring the same to thee, coz what he's done to two he can do to three, I'm talking about Adam and Eve, and how he got them expelled even though they believed, so make every move with the best intention, and if you win don't forget to mention your gratitude to Allah, and praise him until your detention.

poetry is random sister...

lol we excuse u cuz u too good lolzz mashallah Allah (S.W.T) gave u tht talent bro Baldy..

how do i decide in who to confide
U know ur muslim sister is by ur side
See i'm one of them frm me u dnt need to hide
Ye agree tht whn days went by sum hope in me died
bt hey, alhamdullah i picked myself up, no matter how wide
the hole in my heart was nd now it's ur turn sis
Time fr u to confess, find bliss

Time for u to confess, find bliss
Find an escape to hide in
A place away…a place were I wont sin
Noor, I need light to show me they way
To Jannah, away from this worldly play

To Jannah, away from this worldly play
O how i wish for tht day
when i will enter Paradise
where i'll see joy in everyone's eyes
No more deceit no more lies
No more cryin no more goodbyes