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| ummAbdillah Status: Offline Posts: 1,908 Reputation: 7808 Rep Power: 30 Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: dunya Gender: Way of Life: Muslim | salaam
__________________manshallah manshallah!! great posts keep it up! wa salaam إِنَّ الشَّيْطَانَ لَكمْ عَدوٌّ فَاتَّخِذوهعَدوّاً إِنَّمَا يَدْعو حِزْبَه لِيَكونوا مِنْ أَصْحَابِ السَّعِيرِ Verily Satan is an enemy to you: so treat him as an enemy. He only invites his adherents, that they may become Companions of the Blazing Fire. [35:6] |
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| Conqueror Status: Offline Posts: 3,143 Reputation: 11655 Rep Power: 31 Join Date: May 2006 Location: Airstrip One Gender: Way of Life: Muslim | I know that quite a few of you have already seen most of this, but I've added a few bits to it now. Well, like how I refused my first drink, my conversion to Islam started with something that I misunderstood as a miracle, and I made a terrible mistake with my creed, which is too embarassing for me to talk about here (how do I say 'Allah forgive me' in Arabic?). But what kept me in Islam after I rejected my mistakes was actually something in the Bible. It was a prophecy that even now I believe must have been reffering to Makkah (It's not that 'vale of Baca' thing). I found it on wikipedia, but you won't find it there anymore, it's been deleted because of it's lack of neutrality. I found a post in the talk section of the article that said something like 'This is a crazy atempt by Muslims to make it seem like Islam is the true sucessor to Christianity and Judaism. Keep neutral-point-of-view and everything, but I want it to seem like this is false'. This is also partly deleted now. A lot of non-Muslims claim that there is a group of Muslims censoring wikipedia, but it's actually the other way round. I then read all the pages about Islam on wikipedia that I could understand, but felt I still wanted to know more. But I was really nervous about reading sites outside wikipedia. After I visited my first Muslim site, I felt more and more secure with my faith. I found answers to all my questions about other religions, I found amazing prophecies in the Books of religions from around the world that must be reffering to Islam, and I found out about the miraculous nature of the Quran itself. But then I stopped feeling so secure. I noticed that despite loads of people saying that Islam was completely compliant with science, I realised most of the 'scientific miracles' were fake, and some of what people were saying was made using psuedoscientific sites to back it up. I realised that all the people who I had counted on had been lied to, and some of them were liars themselves. I felt really sad, and I often cried at night, but Allah heard my prayers, as he always does. I miraculously recovered from my dramatic loss of Iman. I started thinking much more logically, questioning and evaluating my beliefs. I found explanations for the verses of the Quran I had worries about. I realised that the people who taught me were not liars, they were just making mistakes, or were being lied to themselves. I decided that when I grew up, I would free Islam from psuedoscientists like Harun Yahya, and all the others who mislead the innocent. Afterwards is pretty much the same as before I lost my faith (and got it back again, alhamdulilah!), just reading the web as much as I can, from Islam Online to Islamic-Awareness, from Muslimconverts to Muttaqun Online. Eventually, when I had learnt enough, I knew I was ready for my proper conversion. The trouble was, I couldn't talk to anyone about it. I was too scared of their reaction to tell my parents, and I was too worried I might offend the Muslim boy in my class by accident if I told him. After a while of just reading some more, I had a science project about famous scientists. Because I had also been reading about evolution, for my 'war (by words, of couse) on psuedoscience' that I wanted to fight in the future, I decided to do Darwin. One of my friends wrote a one-and-a-half page essay on the life of Darwin, and I wrote a 10-page book on the theory of evolution. In my book, besides other things, I talked about the Muslim theory of evolution from the Islamic golden age that was based on the Quran, in an attempt to show that there was no conflict between Islam and science. When I finished the book, I printed five copies of it. One to give to my English teacher (it was remarkably long), one to give to my RE teacher (it dealt with religion), one to give to my science teacher (it was my science project), one to keep, and, most importantly, one to give to my Muslim friend, called Rehan. After I had given it to him, we talked about Islam for a bit. He didn't get the hint that I wanted to revert, but afterwards, I felt happy knowing that I had taken some important steps. That night, like I often do, I prayed that I could become a Muslim soon. My prayers were answered, in the form of this site. After being on this site for a while, alhamdulilah I came to a decision. Even though I was very ill with a cold, and my mum said I could choose not to go into school on that day, I decided that I would go into school, for the sole purpose of telling Rehan about what I wanted to do. I walked down to school thinking about it all the way. When Rehan walked into my tutor group, I was shaking all over. As he walked past my seat, I said to him, my voice trembling, 'I want to tell you something really important'. I decided to go outside the room with him, whilst saying things that were so jittery that they couldn't be understood. When we were in the corridor just outside the room, I said what could be described as my second first words: 'the Quran is true'. He understood what I meant emmidiately. I can't exactly remember what Rehan said next, but I'm sure he referred to me as 'scary boy' (he often says strange things like that). I sat back down at my desk, and waited through my next lesson, maths, whilst still shaking. After maths, I caught up with him when I was walking to upper school. He talked to me about a few other people who he had heard of that converted to Islam, including the 'miracles of the Quran' scientists, and then told me about his grandfather, who is the chairman of a local Masjid. The next part comming soon, insha'Allaah! |
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| Limited Member Status: Offline Posts: 5 Reputation: 9 Rep Power: 0 Join Date: Jan 2006 Gender: Way of Life: Muslim | Quote:
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| Aphonic observer Status: Offline Posts: 7,340 Reputation: 17926 Rep Power: 50 Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: Oubliette Gender: Way of Life: Muslim | nyc story fishman....but howcum ur way of life is undisclosed
__________________This signature beats Skywalker's Join us at Fisabeelillah Forum Light of the Qur'an by Ajla [Excellent] |
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| Conqueror Status: Offline Posts: 3,143 Reputation: 11655 Rep Power: 31 Join Date: May 2006 Location: Airstrip One Gender: Way of Life: Muslim | Quote:
Insha'Allaah I will put it as Muslim after I formally say Shahadah on Monday! | |
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| Y R U looking here? Status: Offline Posts: 6,446 Reputation: 37368 Rep Power: 65 Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: Where ever I go, there I am, and I go often.. Gender: Way of Life: Muslim | Thankfully I was born Muslim... today I was browsing the net looking for something islamic when I embarked upon all the hate sites clustered out there in cyber space... I have to sort through tons of crap to find a gem it was/is disheartening but sobha7n allah as if God were trying to console me I found this http://www.salaam.co.uk/themeofthemo...hp?l=6#denmark
__________________I even found Mr. Pickthall in there... you know from the Quranic translation =) so enjoy hope it brings you all a smile as it has for me gnight For the skeptic, no amount of proof will be enough, and for the believer, no amount of proof is necessary. Vous n'arriverez pas à me berner si facilement ! ![]() |
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| Bring Back Islam Status: Offline Posts: 526 Reputation: 353 Rep Power: 15 Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Bangladesh Gender: Way of Life: Muslim | comming soon........ 3 weeks past where is it Here i am, God! i'm at your service |
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| My love for Allah Status: Offline Posts: 192 Reputation: 227 Rep Power: 16 Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Kuala Lumpur Gender: Way of Life: Muslim | Really enjoy reading this thread. Especially the story of the 10 year ols Waa'il. How is he now? He must have been 16 yrs old this year. |
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| Bring Back Islam Status: Offline Posts: 526 Reputation: 353 Rep Power: 15 Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Bangladesh Gender: Way of Life: Muslim | bizzare concept: oh boys
__________________i can't wait much longer Here i am, God! i'm at your service |
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