Ameen

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But I shouldn't get confident, this is just the start...

Until from my body, my soul depart
But I shouldn’t get confident this is just the start
I know there’s a long path ahead of me
There’s gona be a lot of things I’m gona do and see
But I gotta make sure that I abstain from any kinda sin
Cuz I don’t wana have the fire burning my skin
I don’t wana be drinking boiling water that is not gona quench my thirst

I don’t wana be drinking boiling water that is not gona quench my thirst
I don't wanna be the one to enter Hell first.
Neither do I want to be the last,
If only time didn't move on so fast!
The time since the sin was made feels so far away,
This burden inside my chest,
It's consuming, it's eating me from inside!
Oh how I wish, how I'd pray to go back in time!

But no, I do not have yesterday at hand, neither tomorrow,
Ya Allah, this eternal sorrow,
Will it ever ease, will it ever stop to increase?
The eyes of strangers are for me as important as the stones at the moon,
For their accusations and judgments and hate, there is no room
for soon,
I'm away, so far away.
Only You will judge me, most mercifully I BEG,
Don't wanna be, ALLAH I don't wanna be an disobedient slave,
Please increase the Emaan inside this human shell,
Don't let me get strayed into the path of Hell,
To the Devil, I will not my soul sell.

Mashallah that was deep

To the Devil, I will not my soul sell.
i wont let him lead me to hell
i'm not gona let my life pass me by
i'm not gona sit later and sigh
reprimending myself for all the wrong i've done
all the bad things i'v claimed were fun

JazakiAllah kheyr!

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all the bad things i've claimed were fun,
Are since then the reasons I had to run!
Faster faster, is that all I've got?
it's a race against time and sins of many kind,
The right path again I hope we'll find,
I cannot help you, see I haven't even been able to help myself!
Ruthlessly I've been kicked to become someone I never was,
Do things I do not even dare to think about,
So what's happening here I scream out loud!

They don't hear me, they are not as near me as you,
Only You can hear the sound,
of my heart beating like crazy, yet slower this time around,
I'm alive, yet so dead.
I try to laugh, but I can't,
imagine the confusion that's left,
When not even the smallest smile can escape my lips...

When not even the smallest smile can escape my lips...
sometimes its hard to remenisce
it brings pain from times of bliss
but everything is bound to keep moving
that includes you, your bound to keep moving
no stopping, not till Allah says so
and when that happens it'll happen
no one has to know...
so why torture yourself over times gone by
its not hard to keep smiling if you just try
the boulders you feel on your shoulders arent real
you've been so mislead that your hearts got a seal
you know Allahs help is near...
just chin up and march my brother
you'll see like Allah there is no other..

why do you trouble your hearts and confuse your minds
what is it that you hope to find?
your looking where you shouldnt be looking
your remembering that which you should be forgetting
indebting yourself to so much pain
WHY? tell me whats the gain?
all muslims could and should be clever
so its hard to get us under the weather
accepting taqdeer like "ye wateva"
pleased with all outcomes like
ALHAMDULILLAH

wow^^

first of all salam to Adam, salam to Abraham, salam to the seal, salam to my beginning and salam to my end, with that of my chest i can get on with the test, i can keep on rhyming, keep on signing, praying with perfect timing, before death comes a claiming, before it stops raining, on judgment day looking for who's who and who you blaming, Jesus didn't die on that crucifix, so i got my sins to worry about with Iblis in the mix, I use his first name to show no respect, no love and know where i rest, potents words will get in your chest like mesh cutting through flesh, put up my shahada finger to bear witness, only one lord with laws he writ, so praises to Allah and blessings to the virgin Mary, Im carrying to much sins to be care free, Isa will rise and with him bring Mahdi, so I keep listening for the angels calling me.

so I keep listening for the angels calling me.
waiting and wondering bout what am gona see
will there be huge fire flames all around
stretching from the ceiling to the ground
or will I be on a high chair
with beautiful servants brushing my hair (lol)
getting a chance to see Allah’s beautiful face
can look at it for a hundred years and not have to hasten my pace
no exams, no tests, no fitnah, no more hardship

but till then i got my guards up
both blades in hands ready to slice up
any shaytaan come in my way ima dice up
but honestly im scared so scared
making it hard to be prepared
for my leaving
for my last breathing
im amazed at myself every night as i look back
reminiscing my sins coz i wasnt in check
maybe i was in a daze? but how..
its hard not to treat life like a trek
always racing for the peak
mansion n a car and i got it top spec...
Allah forgive me i know i keep on repeating
forgive my short comings for soon i'll be leaving....

forgive my short comings for soon i'll be Leaving
leaving ma loved onez all Grieving

4giv me 4 all the bad that i'v Done
and now when its too late i know i was Wrong

i did all the bad koz i thought i was a Dealer
not knowing its makin me Cheaper

this aint just a Song
but its all about asking 4 all the bad that iv Done

''koz oh Allah you are the only one who 4givz''
im saying it quick, koz neva know who dies or Livez

Neva know who dies or lives till 2morow
Ma heart feelz all the Sorrow... 4 I may not be here 2morow

''but its all about asking 2 forgive 4 all the bad that iv Done''

Sorry ma bad lol

Ma heart feelz all the Sorrow... 4 I may not be here 2morow
so dont let my heart go pitch black like a crow
an if i do good deeds please help me stow it
not throw it out by sinnin with enemies
my lord please ease my tests send me blessings
cease my decrease in emaan n increase my taqwa
i plead a sincere pleading coz im needing this for my aakhirah
Allah have mercy, humble me
and keep me far from your fury...

and keep me far from your fury...
you are the best of all Jury's
SubhaanAllaah its only You who can Guide
When a sister entered Islaam today I cried
Truly in the Remembrance of Allaah do hearts find rest - [13:28]
even when ur stressed or ur depressed
you know its a test so u gotta try ur best
make dua for the Ummah,
to my brothers and sisters this is a request......