^ Ima just reply to that

Need some time alone yes I do
but how can i have some time alone
when me, people are trying to pursue?!

They tell me to ignore them
and when I ignore them
They trying to talk to me.
How long will this last?!

How long will I be tested, O Allaah hear my plea
I don't know whats in my destiny
I wouldn't have the strength to disagree
I know that help from You, You guarantee

I can take tests to a certain degree
but now i can feel myself just withering away
no more strength left....

no more strength left....
o plz listen 2 urself talking
no losing till heart stops beating
even when u feel wacked out
u cant lose it
till ur soul gets sucked out
coz u get strength tho u may not appreciate
like a stuffed fatty whos never satiated

like a stuffed fatty whos never satiated
call me fatty or skinny, i wont be anticipated
i got other things to anticipate about
like whether with or without
my imaan i will pass away
whether the shaytaan is succeeding in guiding me astray
whether i am really okay...

whether i am really okay...
na ur not n i see it clearly today
shaytaans found an easy target
n wiv u is his play

going astray has implications
a struggle through life
a bitter strife..
and den wat nex a bit of relaxation?
NO U WENT ASTRAY its jus utter ****ation
****ed to the fire
****ed to burn
****ed to suffer till you cry to return
****ed to a bad dunya
****ed to a bad akhirah
****ed for life and for the hereafter...

^Whats wiv all the stars bro? xD lol

D-A-M-N

lol not the other one


Assalamu Alaikum

^Lol.

****ed for life and for the hereafter...
Cuz on that day you're not gna find any helper,
So I suggest you turn to Allah and repent,
When you commit sin to such an extent,
Repent sincerely,
And don't just sit there lazily,
Then its gna be too late,
And you'll only have yourself to blame mate...

no he said D-A-M-N but it's sensored

i havent been rhymin that much dese days. am loosing the knack


And you'll only have yourself to blame mate...
now u cant change your fate
cuz it's all upside down
u commited lots of sins and got Allah to frown
at ya. why? cuz u'v been so bad
always dosobeying Allah and makin your parents all sad

people gettin annoyin these days
u try to advise em but they don't wana leave their ways
watchin bad stuff and cussin all the time
singing to raps songs and oder unislamic rhymes
it hurts more wen they your freind
whom u knew for seven years and had promised to stick together till the end
but if they wana stay all bad that's their desision
i'm not followin them anywer. it's true dunya for a believer is a prison

i feel trapped and i can't get free
i wana push away all these problems from me
cant...i gotta try harder then this i know
don't wana make my status in front of Allah low

don't wana make my status in front of Allah low
when i look back it seems like a tough blow
that someone went away from my life u know
i thought it was for the best
but now i'm having second thoughts.

Maybe it was only that meeting
maybe a lot more will come later
I don't know why he didnt extend the greeting
I pray everyday to my Creator
I pray that he wasn't a traitor
I pray for him to be guided to the straight path...

I pray for him to be guided to the straight path
many people hath half heartedly
walked the wrong path
deep down wishing for guidance
but unable to understand...
so they act one way yet feeling another
the deep darkness is kept undercover
then approaches that one brother..
he utters such words like no other..
it helps.. for a moment
you consider changing life for a moment..
but in the distance you see dark figures
holding ciggies in between fingers..
ur mind becomes clouded and you get lost...
the moment is forgotten and all hopes lost..

the moment is forgotten and all hopes lost..
that might be because they are going through pain
not physical but emotional and stressful
cant describe it in words its a handful

when ur within that pain, u cant see a way out
u want to scream, u want to shout
no person at that moment you care about
you feel as if with life u could so without...

you feel as if with life u could so without...
Who told u to care abt a person, it's Allah u depend on no doubt
He brought u to this world and in ur misery u frget Him?
When you need him most you curse Him?
Trst me Ya Ummah there is a way out from these suicidal intentions
Turn to Him when in Pain, Trust Him when in Pain, don't make hasty decisions
Read a Dua' to feel better...therez always a way out evn outta prison
Allah does everything for a reasomn
When you do something bad dont' u think ur questionin his decision

dont' u think ur questionin his decision
at the moment i'm questioning my existence

dont want to live
dont want to feel
dont want to exist
life isnt all bliss

feel like thorns poking me wherever i go
feel like i cant trust anyone, feel like all my deeds are for show
feel like going to sleep and not feel...

feel like going to sleep and not feel...
WHAT? whats your heartbreaking ordeal?
tell me have you been smitten by steel?
pelted by stones till ur skins peel?

tell me have you been forced to marry?
abused and misused raped in a flurry?
TELL ME have both your parents died n
all friends belied you whilst your left to cry?
have you lost your limbs and whims?
under constant torture hoping to see grim?

WHATS SO BAD? becoz as far as i see
in front of a computer you sit
quite comfortably in a chair you sit
WHATS YOUR CALAMITY?
o muslim captured inside vanity...

feel like going to sleep and not feel...
We all feel this way at one point, bt wit the angels r u ready to deal
Tribulations come and go and it's time fr u to heal
Do not question ur existence,
You are a creation of Allah (S.W.T) u hv been guided without resistance
We feel lonely at one point, cry ourselves to sleep at night
Wonder why we alive, then u see the light
U understand why certain things happen, u see hope in sight
U know therez a reason, u feel helpless but u knw Allah's der fr u
Will always be there and always stay true
be by ur side whn u need sum1 most nd there are others who
care abt u, like us dear sister, we luv u, no matter wht others do
we knw u tryin, nd u a gift to us so stop cryin, U are a star so stop lyin
We all are fighters in this war ....we gnna die tryin