lol

u kno haram is never rare
every corner u turn it’s there
but u have to stay strong and not give in
it’s not easy but u cant sin
cuz sins are like warm beds easy to get into
but getting out of them is gona be hard for you
so better to be safe then sorry
better to be relaxed then to always worry

better to be relaxed then to always worry
better to feel peace then be in a hurry
lifes passin us by so swiftly
work, work, and all i gotta do is study
hate it and i'm gettin weary
decidin,, sitin wit my Lord in peace
lukin out at the world and i wanna cease
Thankful to him cuz i aint'; payin any fees
Obeyin him inshallah till my last breath

Obeyin him inshallah till my last breath
i heard His (swt) name as i gave my first breath
every breath to come made me appreciate Him (swt)
the breath at death will leave me crying
coz i dont know if i did my part
i dont know.. did i properly cleanse my heart?
or will i have to go through a severe cleansing process
qabr, yawmal qiyaamah, jahannam need i digress...?
i repeat the shahadah to relieve my stress...

i repeat the shahadah to relieve my stress...
I feel alil messed, wanna move frm failure to success
wht am i supposed to do, i dnt care who i impress
Ye i need sum1 tho, need sum1 to buttress
Hold me up, Allah help me up, abt others i culd care less

Hold me up, Allah help me up, abt others i culd care less
i kno sometimes its so hard to suppress
the weighty tests which sting our chests
but thing is in dunya we're all just guests
heart yearnin for our place of eternal rest
does it really matter if we feel a lil messed...
yeah its hard sometimes
we wanna cry sometimes
feel like the test prolonging
and we aint seeing no dimes
we wastin ourselves in our prime
wonderin wats goin on wiv our times...
but honestly if you think about it
shaytaans n our nafs workin around us
tryna make us doubt in akhirah
BUT NO! i'll never stop hopin for jannah..

BUT NO! i'll never stop hopin for jannah..
I'll always adhere to the Sunnah
I'm tryin to have the best of character (inshallah)
Instill it in my behaviour
not just be a lame actor
When people see me i want them to smile
I knw i get alotta frowns bt afta a while
they knw me and they stop bein vile
Inshallah i luv Allah not the people
and i knw that they'll respect me if i'm not feeble

and i knw that they'll respect me if i'm not feeble
people fight with me even when I'm agreeable
wherever i try to hide, to Allaah I'm stil seeable
wanna increase my knowledge by attending courses
making sure evidence is from the right sources
and learning about the religion sent down...

and learning about the religion sent down...
Questioned why i'm so extreme cuz i'm brown
wht does tht have to do wit anytng?
saying how bangali's don't dress in this clothing
I say it ain't abt culture it's Islam i follow
I ain't like those people who are so shallow
Patriotism ain't in my blood, tht pride i swallow
Only in islam i hv pride and witout it i feel hollow

Only in islam i hv pride and witout it i feel hollow
so i hide my deeds hoping to see it on the morrow
my sorrows are easy if it helps me attain
the highest abode which i strive to gain
if i was to weaken at a bleak moment
i wouldnt stop seakin emaans peak till i reached it...

i wouldnt stop seakin emaans
peak till i reached it...
wudnt stop givin dawah til
to my brothers and sisters I teached it
wanna follow Allaah's Laws
coz i know i breached it before...

..Jummah Mubarak to everyone..

Cuz I know I breached it before...
Early in the morning at four,
But now its time for me to change,
And in worship of Allah I will engage,
Cuz from now on I'll ask for forgiveness, and seek refuge,
Even if my sins are big and huge...

Even if my sins are big and huge...
I don't need a dude, like you!
To be able to come up again, to smile and face this world with faith,
For that I don't need a man, and I'm not being rude!
It's the truth, how funny is not love?
It can blind you and replace a monster with a fairy, golden and sweet
When in reality, the person is nothing more than a black dove,
Didn't let peace enter your life, stopped every heartbeat, oh my
Why why why,
I've now stopped asking, I simply now know,
For one, I'm not a child going oh no, I know what I want and that'll I'll get,
Even if I'd have to walk without clothes through cold snow,
This this and this sin, I won't again commit.
To Allah, I myself submit.
Allah Allah, Allah Allah,
Hear me roar, hear me roar His name
Every drop of blood, every darkness and sadness in my soul,
To it I roar, Allah Allah! For His sake,
I my soul have sold.
For the truth has been told.

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Sorry! That was weird, but gotta show that I still wanna be here, innit..

i liked it

I my soul have sold.
For the truth has been told.
Roar! i feel like a lion that's just been let free
all my desires and dreams burning inside me
i drink from the well of iman and extinguish that fire
raise my self and saor a bit higher
keep on flying till we get to paradise
ignoring all the rain that tries to soak us
but our iman is a raincoat; we don't get wet and we don't fuss

For the truth has been told.
ive seen too many hearts go cold
too many people acting bold
watching their own sins exposed
and so much else that only God knows
for whAt? some little prat
and den wat? they see tit-for-tat
heart bleeding as they screeching like a cat
no silence, coz they was in defiance
of wat Allah gave out..
so stick to the halaal or shaytaan'll stick to you
like glue, the strongest type locked on to you...

lol it's k

like glue, the strongest type locked on to you...
caging u; u can't get free
Shaitan's gaurding u, making sure u don't flee
u look back and remember one ayah that's all
so u get up repent and stand straight and tall
making sure Shaitan hears it u say it loud and clear
Ayat Al-Kursy; he runs away in fear
leaving u to escape and run to your Lord