always there to guide me to the right way
then why do i feel my self going astray
i know this world is just play
then why do i feel myself breaking away?
cant forget those times
cant forget those memories
cant forget the past
even tho people say it wasnt meant to last
feel distraught...fall to my knees...
praying to my Lord...

praying to my Lord...
cuz if i don't imma b placed in a psychiatric ward
I don't need anythng in this dunya no award
jst pass thru wit a lil appreciation nd i'm good
jst b luvved nd respected sayin no evn to food
All i need is Allah(s.w.t) and respect and i'm good

i fear for myself a terrifying ending
jus recently heard my inner demons screaming
feel as though im nearing my hearts last beating
i force myself to feel remorse for my sin
i look to my beloved and closest of kin
i seek refuge from the sinners king pin
and even though i say this
no one can feel the mess im in

only one knows what goes in my soul
Ahad Ahad is the only one that knows
my toil in this soil in which my sins unfoil
he knows and see's envolops it in his mercy
devolops my piety takes me into his wings
and i feel a few stings but im growing
i submit myself to Allahs will
wishing his pulling on my strings
guiding me the right way to jannahs springs
so with the prophet.. in akhirah... i can be dining..
may our souls rest after all this pining..


Ameen!

Ameen

so with the prophet.. in akhirah... i can be dining..
may our souls rest after all this pining..
May we relax after all this hard test
May we get to be from among the best
May we drink from the Prophet’s hand
May we be able to stand on Jannah’s sparkling sand

Ameen

May we be able to stand on Jannah’s sparkling sand
Enjoying our selves in that green lush land
We’re away from jahanam and the fire
Cuz we fought our nafs and our desire
We won em too that’s why we’re here
In Jannah with calm hearts and no fear
Cept for Allah whom we get to see
Nothing bothering nor worrying me
I can lay back and relax
Happy dat I’v done well in my task
Dat was given to me in Dunya

got stuck so i stopped lol
IbnAbdulHakim, Souljette, and Brok3n ----> doin really gooood mashallah

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Dat was given to me in Dunya
coz all that time my goal was jannah


ok i gtta go right now

one line
lol
sorry
!!

apparently i am left unnoticed

Dat was given to me in Dunya
coz all that time my goal was Jannah
cuz i knew that the fear of Allah is a shield
cuz wen I feel any desires it makes me yield
now I got a shield and I need a weapon or some swords
but I don’t have to look far cuz I have Allah’s words
dey’ll slash out and protect me from the enemy
and my shield will be there to guard their arrows from me

My shield will be there to guard their arrows from me
But I will go out also and fight that enemy
But I might be weak and might need some aid
So I’ll ask Allah to help me and give me shade
Under the cloud of Sakinah and tranquility
And I know my sis will be there to help me (lol)

And I know my sis will be there to help me
Even though she's younger, she understands me
some comments made by her leave me amazed
n its her company that i truly crave
I pray she grows up to be pious
n her decisions are based on truth n not biased
so she can gain a high status in the aakhirah... (Ameen)

so she can gain a high status in the aakhirah...
and she'll leave behind a seerah to remember
i remember the days of lazy september
all the way through to december
did nothing, just wasted time like it dont matter
but then i saw something deep and realised i'd better
fix up quick unless i get dropped deep in an endless abyss
lived followin iblis living everyday like this is all there is
but now my minds open and im hoping to be guided
plz make dua' for me in you i have confided..

plz make dua' for me in you i have confided..
inshaaAllaah I will, in Jannah u will reside in
the highest Paradise underneath Allaah's throne
your end has been decided
but they say dua can change destiny
so for you I will pray and plea
for Allaah to keep u upon the straight path
and that ur Imaan will last
until ur soul leaves your body.. (Ameen)

until ur soul leaves your body..
can anybody help you then?
nope nobody
so whilst u can be a man
do what you can understand
your deeds await you at worlds end
not a destination but a time in which you'll stand

not a destination but a time in which you'll stand
SO the Ummah gota b in this world holding another's hand
cuz Judgement day no one will care about you,
Runnin abt wrryin abt each their own dn't knw where dere goin to

dn't knw where dere goin to
now its too late to declare faith, its overdue
u close ur eyes, praying this is untrue
but now its too late to make ur debut
now ur gonna review
ur deeds u did in ur life n wot u went through
u pray the book is given in ur right hand...

u pray the book is given in ur right hand...
why do people need a brand why we need to act?
isnt it a fact most people feel under attack
by the pressure this world has them under
for the ones with emaan intact
we feel most strongly our pact
with our lord which we'll never detach
so many invitations temptations alluring sensations
yet i stand firm an i let em hurl anything...
whilst i supplicate to my lord for protection...