I had really high Iman and I was doing all sorts of good and my confidence has never been so high. I was memorizing Quran and reading It all the time and trying to look up lectures and all sorts of stuff. I have now hit rock bottom and my I still do 5 prayers a day, it's more a burden now then a relief. I've also spent hours playing useless video games and doing shameful deeds. I wish I had better company because every single person in school always does something that affects my iman and i cant get away from these people cause they sit right next to me. Also my parents aren't the best places to go to purify and help clean myself because we are supposed to be muslim but not "strict." I feel like whenever I'm happy and feel like I'm on the right path, I always steer off because of some dumb mistake. I feel really alone and want to go back to Allah. I'm 17 years old so I can't drive yet to the masjid and I can't do any classes because ill become a "mauli" or whatever. Of course there is more to this but any help appreciated. JAK
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you can find islamic material online to study, watch lectures and videos on youtube, read the commentary of the Quran. All these will keep you busy and help you stay away from sinning by bringing you closer to the deen. You can also read about Islamic history online and in books such as the articles available at http://www.lostislamichistory.com
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