Like the title says...

I’m truly ashamed of my lord and I want to repent.

I have broken too many promises with my lord and I want to make right on everything so please help me out here.

How am I supposed to repent for broken promises? Should I fast for 2 weeks straight or what should I do...?

I want, I need God to forgive me – but I’m completely lost and I’m in pain.

I’ll do whatever it takes.