I have had waswas for a while and I isolated myself and now I feel my iman missing. I have bad thoughts about islam and Allah I even have kufr thoughts. The worst part is everytime I self talk/ question myself I get a kufr reply in my head. I say I'm Muslim by mouth but when I say something like that my mind goes kafir and so on. I do seek refuge with Allah from these whispers but the thoughts are still there they sometimes go for only 1 second and then come back. Basically I don't have bad thoughts about Allah but now I have kufr thoughts to do with me and my believe my minds/hearts calls me all these kufr words and i uttered I would be out but now I don't know if I'm out or not. I feel like my heart became a munafiq I see all the sign and I did that lying breaking promises so on. Now I don't know if I can make it back because I try but it was my fault for trying to fight back and ponder on these thoughts can I ever be revived?! Cause I don't know if hypocrites can be forgiven.
my advice is ignore the waswass. Keep away from takfiri groups, and keep to your ibadah. Don't ever act on the doubts, don't ever think, if the thought comes, reverse the thought into a positive thoughts..
So if a thought comes "you're a munafiq!" shrug it by telling yourself "I am muslim, period" ignore the thoughts, shrug them off.
Well I have had a steady week but things are still the same I am calm most of the time now but I still get these thoughts.now I'm worried that I committed the sin. Cause I say I believe in and then my head says
Something else I don't know if I did the sin or not.
Well I have had a steady week but things are still the same I am calm most of the time now but I still get these thoughts.now I'm worried that I committed the sin. Cause I say I believe in and then my head says
Something else I don't know if I did the sin or not.
I have ignored for the week but now at this moment I feel like I'm falling again
How are you falling again? You should continue to ignore the thoughts. Be positive that it will not bother you anymore.
It's because I am my own destruction I sinned and I shouldn't have done it but I did and now these thoughts are going to come back because my mistake I am my own destruction I'm so stupid I killed my heart when it was being revived. I caused all of this yet my feelings have all went and these thoughts will come again cause of what I did I am the worst I hate myself for my actions and my soul doesn't even feel regret I'm so evil and vile
It's because I am my own destruction I sinned and I shouldn't have done it but I did and now these thoughts are going to come back because my mistake I am my own destruction I'm so stupid I killed my heart when it was being revived. I caused all of this yet my feelings have all went and these thoughts will come again cause of what I did I am the worst I hate myself for my actions and my soul doesn't even feel regret I'm so evil and vile
No brother, that is a big mistake, to think that there is no hope for you. None of us are sinless, remember that. What you must do is repent. We are human, and human nature tends to err. So, no matter how much you fall back, keep on coming back to Allah swt He loves you just keep that bond with Him He is always there for you alhamdulillah, that is so amazing.
So, even if you were to commit a sin over and over, if you repent then you are clean, by Allah. Subhanallah, Islam is so easy!
No brother, that is a big mistake, to think that there is no hope for you. None of us are sinless, remember that. What you must do is repent. We are human, and human nature tends to err. So, no matter how much you fall back, keep on coming back to Allah swt He loves you just keep that bond with Him He is always there for you alhamdulillah, that is so amazing.
So, even if you were to commit a sin over and over, if you repent then you are clean, by Allah. Subhanallah, Islam is so easy!
I'm not hopeless I'm just upset that I did such a disrespectful thing. But I know I will get forgiven it's just I felt bad for what I did. Just when the anxiety gets to me I just freak out for a while and calm down afterwards
I'm not hopeless I'm just upset that I did such a disrespectful thing. But I know I will get forgiven it's just I felt bad for what I did. Just when the anxiety gets to me I just freak out for a while and calm down afterwards
Then thats a good sign that you've got hope. Naturally, if your faith is strong you will feel upset but since it is not something which you intentionally do so you'r not responsible for that.
Try not to freak out because it makes you feel worse.
Then thats a good sign that you've got hope. Naturally, if your faith is strong you will feel upset but since it is not something which you intentionally do so you'r not responsible for that.
Try not to freak out because it makes you feel worse.
I'll take that into consideration and try to fix my anxiety problems
You're not alone if it makes you feel better I used to get those kuffar thoughts and I went into depression mode for a couple years but Alhamduliah I am out of it now. One thing that really help me is learning about the oness of Allah(tawheed). I took a course online and it really strengthened my belief and took some of my doubts away. You gotta really learn about your creator and connect with him otherwise you'll be an easy target for satan. I also stopped watching tv because it often made me forget about Allah. You gotta sacrifice some stuff sometimes otherwise you'll never get anywhere. You gotta strive and learn, you can't just sit there and expect these thoughts to go away. Makes lots of duas and pray all your salahs, salah is very important.Another thing that also helped me is opening a random page in the Quran and reading the English translation since I didn't know how to read Arabic. At times I landed on some verses where I felt like Allah was directly speaking to me.
Anyways I hope I helped and inshallah I'll keep you in my prayers.
Life is not going well I kept calm and tried to ignore these thoughts but I have been bombarded yesterday with negative thoughts every seconds and now I am uttering bad things and I can feel my Iman going. I tried everything but what is going on why is this happening why am I still being dragged down into hell and uttering kufr repeatedly in just 1 day!!! I'm sorry to annoy you guys again but yesterday was just the worst.
Life is not going well I kept calm and tried to ignore these thoughts but I have been bombarded yesterday with negative thoughts every seconds and now I am uttering bad things and I can feel my Iman going. I tried everything but what is going on why is this happening why am I still being dragged down into hell and uttering kufr repeatedly in just 1 day!!! I'm sorry to annoy you guys again but yesterday was just the worst.
Brother, I know its bad, try complete ignoring, like you know, real ignoring these thoughts. Know that they are not from yourself as they come spontaneously, it is the whisperings of shaitan. Dont let it make you go down.
Are you uttering kufr verbally? How have you tried combating this??
I have uttered verbally but stopped myself in my track but sometimes I don't even know if I utter it or not and now I'm just trying to pay attention to what I say and if something bad is going to come out my mouth I stop myself. Also what if the thoughts aren't spontaneous?
Your trying so hard to stop this utterances shows that you dont intend to say it. And such thoughts are spontaneous, you may think its not, but it is. Only a person who does not believe will say something bad intentionally.
May Allah make it easy for you and forgive you as He knows whats in your heart.
Sorry for only replying now as Ive just seen your post now.
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