After many years of trial and hardship I finally got angry at god and finally broke down. And of course god punished me severely and now my life is literally over!. My Iman has been completely sucked out dry from my heart. I have no emotion anymore. I pens my days sinning all day intentionally and I'm a literal puppet. The devil has won over me. And now I'm an actual devil myself. I can't listen to Quran or hear anything about Islam. I know I'm going to hell forever and there is no hope. I could literally kill drone and not feel a thing. I was cursed ever since I was born and who's fault is that?. I regret ever being Muslim in the first place because it led to my destruction. So just wanted to share that.
pray for forgiveness and indeed the most merciful will forgive you i pray to Allah SWT that he will bring out the deen and iman that is still in you’re heart
Confession of your sins is shown in your description. This is a good sign. This shows that your faith is yet pure inside. So all you have to do is that repent for it. You are neither an Evil nor cursed by Allah. He is the Most Forgiving. We'll pray 4 u too.
"They would press you for evil sooner than for good, though there have already gone by before them exemplary punishments. Indeed your Lord is forgiving to mankind despite their wrongdoing, and indeed your Lord is severe in retribution." [Quran:13:6]
Salam, I came across this thread and would like to share with you that, you dont have to feel the way you do. Right now youre not at your best and you know this too. Just remember that God (Allah) is the same god you fell in love with when you learned what Islam is all about, He Will not give up on you. Just say a prayer and have a little hope. Hope is the solution, and dua. Request Him to Help and Comfort you and dont overthink things.
also I'm sure in some way you are a good person inside and out, dont let the evil spirits get what they are jelous of. You show goodness and repentant self, and only God Allah and His Angels want good and the best for you as well. That is some advice I can give here for you and myself. thanks
Aren't there various methods of redemption, brother? Correct me if i'm wrong but I believe there are some actions that can lead to ones redemption in the eyes of god and avoid the eternal hellfire
How do you know ur going to hell? Were you told personally or something? Dude you have to chill. Repent and try your hardest. If you stumble get back up again. You're not worse than the devil, and you're still a muslim at the end of the day. I dont know what you mean by "fun" but you can find halal alternatives. Eg if you drink you can always try non alcoholic beer and try and use that to wean yourself off of it :/
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