So ive been on here and posted a few times about struggling to find a spouse. Anyways. In the last few days ive been feeling very down. Im reflecting back on my life and thinking when i wished to marry X it didnt happen but i didnt consider proposal Y because i just wasnt attracted to him.
Now i think if only had i considered proposal Y i may have been married.
I feel like i didnt have any elderly to guide me so i just wasted my time looking at the wrong guys where nothing materialised.
Sometimes this regret over whelms me and makes me upset.
Im also very tired of my family expecting me to cook and clean for them etc. Ive been making lots of dua to Allah. I know i should be patient but sometimes it gets too much.
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