Assalamualaikum Baji, I need your kind help, desperately.

I feel broken emotionally and my mental health is in a bad condition and I've found Islam has a very calming effect on me and brings me peace Alhamdulillah. I was born in a non-muslim family but luckily I've been Islamic since a very early age, due to certain events that had happened. I have an amazing story of how I got interested in Islam and I would love to tell you about it too. I've now decided that I want to know more about learning Islam and with a little help from you, I want to make that happen Inshallah.



But obviously, I cannot visit mosques or approach anyone directly as I also have to hide my identity because people who are interested in Islam are harassed and bullied, and I have faced the same twice till now. I freeze when I talk to brothers and I am unable to get expressive now too. But that still has not been able to make me give up and I really do want to learn Inshallah.
I have tried to learn online as much as I could although that is not the ideal way to learn but on top of that I was not able to study online as I have ADHD. So here I am asking for your kind help. I've read that "Dawat" is every Muslim's duty and I think that's what so beautiful about Islam and these are undoubtedly one of the reasons why I am so interested in Islam.
My intentions are pure and my Allah knows that [removed] is my instagram as well, although I do not use social media as such but I do use instagram as a good tool to read small islamic positive posts which get me through the day.



Thank you for reading,
I hope I get a response soon.
Allah Hafiz.