format_quote Originally Posted by
ayan333
Bismillah
Salmu Alaykum sister
i jus wrote you a page of my heart felt words but it some how got deleted..
ok... how do i began to thank you for what you've done for me.Let me start of by thanking ALLAH (SWA) for blessing me so,and for answering my Prayers. i dnt have the words to start to thank you.i had tears of both joy (for this blessing) and sorrow (in remembering how much ive sinned due to this)
but anyways,this has and will change my life for the better (Insh ALLAH) i Pray that ALLAH (SWA) bless you and have mercy on your soul.Ameen....i come from a religious background and ive never been told this..at least not to his extent.i thank ALLAH (SWA) for sister like you who go out of their way to help others without even prior knowledge of them.
barakallahu feeki:)
i would usually have to get up sometimes up to 20 min before Athan because i knew how long it would take me to complete wadu. what made it so much worse was that it would tell me that i had broken wadu right after i made it which would make me so stressed.
ahhh, i can relate to almost everything you've said...
ukhtee just do wudoo, and unless u are sure you have dome somehting to nullify it, just ignore it, 'cos they'll get hte better of you. :)
i convinced myself that what i was doing was right and that it was a test from ALLAH (SWA) and that even though it was hard i had to do it for the Safe of ALLAH (SWA).
yeah sis, just be paitent...what ever gets thrown at you, just endure with paitence...dont give in or give up...remeber that the only person that your affecting is urself. in other words the more you continue this way the wqorse itll become for
you, and
you only.
i was always told that i was wasting time but never shown or told the facts and how much damage i was causing myself.
yeah, its real sad...'cos everyone else realises that ur doing wrong, except for you!
anyhoo, just bump this thread if u need anymore help, inshallah.