ya rabbi

[AnonymousPoster]

was gna put this in the public, but was too personal.

dont runa away, it took me 1 hour, and 3 pages to write. lol :p
thank you:D

ya rabbi,
this is to You from me
not a letter, but a plea
I need you to help me
tears fall from my eyes abundantly
frustrations instilled, as well as anxiety

I know you forgive all sins
I know its the repenter who wins
I know its the Prize in the right which makes one grin (:D)
but as i sit here and write this
I cant help but feel ill be falling in a pit (:()

days go by
(potential) good deeds are wasted, time after time

sins are accumulated
i become frustrated
because when sins become abundant
good deeds become less numbered
and one becomes an allie to satan

getting used
getting abused
you get hurt, whilst he's amused

making you grieve
making you weep
making your hope seep (:()

you sit there falling
.
falling
.
falling
.
barely holding on
to the Strongest Rope

you cant let go
you just cant and you know it
thats something fetched way too far

but your grips slipping, your letting go
it not in your hands no more
why, you ask yourself after coming so far
oh, its those sins that have passed
its whats making your heart dark
and temptations stark
and its whats making you slop, face down, in the mud

ya rabbi
I know my calls to You arent useless
you listen, you hear
so very caringly (:cry:)

But i wonder, i doubt, i have little hope (imsad)
that ill one day reside in Janntul Firdows
'cos as you already know why
its them years that have gone by
the ones I wish i could forget and get on with life

I know you forgive all sins
i know its the repenter who wins
but they wont go from the back of my mind
and thus an anxiety in my im beginning to find

as i wonder whats install for me
a flaming fire or a vast tree

Ive wasted time
as good deeds pass me by

after this outta control mind
outta this wasting of time
I wonder
.
i wonder
.
i wonder

if theyll be any good or my at the end of my time (:cry:)

[Nájlá]

aww so cute!

inshallah if u do ur best then u will gain wateva u want.

hmm i seem to know who u are :p

[Zahida]

:sl: I like it........... especially the bit where you say about being used and abused whilst he's amused......................

Let me tell you that what goes around comes around. Pray to Allah stay with your imaan and make as much dua for him to guide you and keep you on the straight path. Ameen.:w::bump1:

[Na7lah]

mashallah! really nice

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[Sahabiyaat]

WOW
totally amazing,that was a really good read!

[Cabdullahi]

this has to be truemuslim that was sick!

[Riyadh-ul-Jannah]

:sl:

That was really good! Wow, and I liked al the rhyming!

:w:

['Abdul Rahmaan]

Hey brother, it truly is an impressive expression of your emotions. I wish I had such a talent to speak out my heart. It contains everything in it to drive sensitive people to shed tears. If you've some more poems of yours, plz do post them here. Thanx :)

[AnonymousPoster]

thanks all :D

[AnonymousPoster]

another poem

I wish

I wish for a heart of leniency
I wish I weren’t so serious
I wish I could take things light-heatedly
I wish I could rid my heart of the filthy envy :(
and along with that the dark hypocrisy
But alas! Im struck in this predicament of misery

I wish I could state my opinion more considerably
I wish I could sit back and relax and not take things so literally
I wish I could appreciate things how they're meant to be
And not worry about how I feel they should be
I wish I could fight every sickness residing inside of me
But is hard with a nafs that’s inherent with treachery

I wish I could fill the gaps that’s tearing me
Of a loving and compassionate husband And a sweet chuckling baby imsad

Ya allah, I plea for you to help me

[God-is-great]

Mashallah, nice poems :D

[anonymous]

Qul SubhaanAllaah!

Amazing poems!!

[muslim sister)]

mashallah!!!:smile: