Asalaamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatu,
Subhan Allah sis. It's really sad to hear what you are going through. But in your post, you didn't mention anything about your husband. Did either you or him or anyone in your family pray
Istikhara? If not, I advise you to do so as soon as possible Insha Allah.
Also, while people here can offer advice and their point of views, the best thing to do would be to contact a scholar. Here are some websites:
Islam Today and
Islam Q&A.
May Allah help you, give you sabr, and keep you on the straight path. Ameen Thuma Ameen.