assalamu alaykum
Brother I really don't know where to begin. Perhaps the first thing I should say is that it has only been 1 year of being unable to find a job. It is not a terribly long time. Could it be that with your qualification you'll only settle for a specific type of job? I don't mean to insult you but I have seen uneducated people come for the first time from pakistan and they are working full-time in take-aways, restaurants etc. I am wondering if you might be being too picky?
But please don't feel guilty for depending on your parents for now. Imagine how hurt they'd feel that their child feels like a burden to them. I'm a mother and I'd be deeply hurt if my son felt that way one day. I'd cut my own flesh to feed him if we were starving and he didn't have a job. That's the strength of mother's feeling for her child - God forbid it should happen.
You can still give so much to your parents by being obedient and doing chores for them, spending quality time with them and making your company a pleasure to be in for them. A paypacket is one of life's necessities. The biggest wealth is pious offspring.
InshaAllah, make dua for Allah subhana wa ta'ala to increase your rizak by doing the following;
1)
Recite Sural al-Waqiyah for;
Abdullah ibn Mas’ud reported that the Prophet (salAllahu alayhi wasalam) said, ‘Whoever recites surah al Waqiah at night would never encounter poverty’
[Ibn as-Sunni 620, Bayhaqi]
2) Whenever anyone accepted Islam, the Prophet (SAW) used to teach him how to pray then he would instruct him to invoke Allah with the following words:
Allaahummaghfir lee, warhamnee, wahdinee, wa 'aafinee warzuqnee.
O Allah forgive me, and have mercy on me and guide me and give me good health and provide for me.
Reference: Muslim 4/2073, and in one of Muslim's reports there is the addition: 'For these words combine [the goodness of] this world and the next.'
3)
Qadarullaahi wa maa shaa'afa'ala.
It is the Decree of Allah and He does whatever He wills.
Reference:
"The strong believer is better and more dear to Allah than the weak believer, and in each of them there is good. Be vigilant for what is to your benefit and seek the help of Allah and do not falter. But when you are striken by some setback, do not say: 'If only I had done such and such,' rather say: 'It is the Decree of Allah and He does whatever He wills.' For verily the saying 'if (i.e. if only I had) begins the work of the Devil." Muslim 4/2052.
Also brother, make lots of repentence and ask for Allah ta'alas forgiveness. Be steadfast in salah and do not miss Jumm'a. On Friday send peace and blessings on the Prophet in abundance.
InshaAllah we will pray for you. May Allah remove your difficulties and provide you with halal rizak. Ameen.
wa alaykum assalam.
http://www.islamawareness.net/Dua/Fortress/