Originally Posted by index123
dont kill yourself, DONT!
Trust Allah , Have patience brother
Reading your other posts on this forum makes me wonder what you are talking about because you seem like a guy who has a strong faith.
dajjal is someone who will bring great disaster to earth , Im sure dajjal doesnt come to this forum and say im dajjal.
Im sure that you are not the only one in this world that matches those description you mentioned. and even so those descriptions you mentioned doesnt mean NOTHING.
alot of people have those evil thoughts you gotta protect yourself against it by remembering Allah and keep reading Qu'ran .
“There will be three hard years before the Dajjal (appears). During them, people will be stricken by a great famine. In the first year, Allah will command the sky to withhold a third of its rain, and the earth to withhold a third a third of its produce. In the second year, Allah will command the sky to withhold two thirds of its rain, and the earth to withhold two thirds of its produce. In the third year, Allah will command the sky to withhold all of its rain, and it will not rain a single drop of rain. He will command the earth to withhold all of its produce, and no plant will grow. All hoofed animals will perish, except that which Allah wills.” He (sallallahu `alaihi wa sallam) was asked, ‘What sustains people during that time?’ He said, “Tahlil, takbir and tahmid (Saying, la ilaha ill Allah, Allahu Akbar and al-hamdulillah)
. This will sustain them just as food does.” [Sahih Al-Jami` as-Saghir, no. 7875]
Narrated by Abu Hurairah (radiAllahu anhu) Allah's Apostle (salAllahu alayhi wasalam) used to invoke (Allah): "Allahummah inni a'udhu bika min 'adhabil Qabri, wa min 'adhabi-naar, wa min fitnatil mahya wa-lmamat, wa min fitnatil masih ad-dajjal.
(O Allah! I seek refuge with you from the punishment in the grave and from the punishment in the Hell fire and from the afflictions of life and death, and the afflictions of Al-Masih Ad-Dajjal."
[Sahih Al-Bukhari, 2.459]
Keep Remembering Allah, Allah knows whats in your heart , Allah knows what your intentions are..... Dont give up Make lots of supplications , we will do also InshaAllah.