aslamu 3lykoum wr wb
you can't be guilty of a feeling..
it is human to feel for other humans, especially when you learn more about them
after seeing that poor pregnant woman stabbed to death 18 times of a hate crime, practically most of Egypt walked in her funeral....
you are human, you are subject to human feelings.. but don't let emotions cloud you, plus it is only Allah swt who judges so we don't really know what the person was from the outside or in.
MJ had many psychological problems, he also had tons of money which perhaps he channeled into charity, I don't know.. it would have been prudent for someone to give him one or two psych. consults to treat his many psychological conditions amongst which BDD was very apparent, than take his money give him surgery after surgery, prescribe him not just narcotics but anesthetics and let him die or take little boys to his bed (no matter how noble his intentions) it isn't right nor is it cute.. yup I felt sorry for the man.. what a waste of a life and of a talent..
I haven't watched his funeral services and I'd recommend that you don't but it appears too late.. I am however awaiting his toxicology screen, since I aam fairly certain drugs are to blame, as they often do in that medium, like others before him, river pheonix, heath ledger, anna nicole and the list goes on and on.. a shame that there are folks literally looking to the floor for grub while others waste it on medications that make them wasted..
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