Asalam Caleykum may Allah make it easy for you. If you have Allah who do you need and you said you have your family which is good thing. This world is test and every have different test and this test is not forever nor the harship. Why don'y you tryo to make your self busy by listening lecture and doing other activities.
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look what Allah says in the quran
"and whoever fears Allah and keeps his duty to Him, He will make a way for him to get out of every difficulty.”} [at-Talaq; 2
{“…and whoever fears Allah and keeps his duty to Him, He will make his matter easy for him.”} [at-Talaq; 4
"and whosoever puts his trust in Allah, then He will suffice him.”} [at-Talaq; 3]
So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief.
Verily, with every difficulty there is relief.
(Quran, 94:5-6)