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AnonymousPoster
04-02-2010, 04:54 PM
Hi,
A few years ago I got a realy weird and rare disease and I have permanent damages in my body. I was young and scared that my entire body will collapse... It was realy hard and I felt that god HATES me and doesnt want to help me and there is no cure and much to do to prevent future damages.
I started getting realy scared and angry at god for leaving me in a situation like this for the rest of my life... I felt alot of anger inside and I felt that god wants to hurt me no matter what.

A lot has happened... I hurt people because of my attitude and I lost the most important person in my life..

Today, I'm ok with my situation, I'm not angry or scared. I'm just fine with my body the way it is and I'm coping... I got closer to religion.. I started to explore islam.. but I dont even know if I could be forgived for being so angry at god.
I feel that I lost alot because I didn't trust god to help me and I'm ashamed. I'm not sure if I'm considered a muslim in the eyes of god.
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ahmed_indian
04-03-2010, 08:45 AM
if you love God, its a sign that He loves you because He is the One Who developed that love in you.

if u'll seek Allah's forgiveness sincerely, you'll be forgiven inshallah. He loves that we repent to Him, He loves to forgive. He is Oft-Forgiving Most-Merciful.

try to connect and come closer to Allah as much as possible. keep making duas.

may Allah help you.
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Hamza Asadullah
04-04-2010, 04:50 PM
format_quote Originally Posted by AnonymousGender
Hi,
A few years ago I got a realy weird and rare disease and I have permanent damages in my body. I was young and scared that my entire body will collapse... It was realy hard and I felt that god HATES me and doesnt want to help me and there is no cure and much to do to prevent future damages.
I started getting realy scared and angry at god for leaving me in a situation like this for the rest of my life... I felt alot of anger inside and I felt that god wants to hurt me no matter what.

A lot has happened... I hurt people because of my attitude and I lost the most important person in my life..

Today, I'm ok with my situation, I'm not angry or scared. I'm just fine with my body the way it is and I'm coping... I got closer to religion.. I started to explore islam.. but I dont even know if I could be forgived for being so angry at god.
I feel that I lost alot because I didn't trust god to help me and I'm ashamed. I'm not sure if I'm considered a muslim in the eyes of god.
:sl: [QUOTE=AnonymousGender;1311347]:sl:


:sl: how fortunate you are that Allah the most merciful and compassionate has lead you here so that you can realise that he loves you 70 times more than a mother loves its baby. Just because you have never heard him say so does it mean he does'nt?

He sustains you everyday and nourishes you. He clothes you and has given you wealth and luxurious life compared to most people in this world.

Look at what you have and look at others and you will realise how unappreciative you have become. If we were to count the favours of Allah we would be counting for ETERNITY!

It is your enemy Satan who is wanting to make you angry at the one who created you for he is you sworn enemy so will you listen to him over the one who has given you everything you can see, feel touch and hear?

You enemy Satan wants your destruction and he wants you to reject the favours of your lord. Will you listen to him over your sustainer and the one who clothes you and nourishes you?

"And Satan will say when the matter is decided: "It was Allah who gave you a promise of truth: I too promised, but I failed in my promise to you. I had no authority over you except to call you but you listened to me: then reproach not me, but reproach your own souls. I cannot listen to your cries, nor can you listen to mine." (Qur'an:14:22)

Allah wants you to return to him and be close to him and this is your opportunity for you are very lucky if only you knew.

Grab this opportunty and waste not a second more on listening to your sworn enemy who wants your destruction.

If Allah tests then he tests so that his slave can come closer to him. He tests to see if his slave will come closer to him or shaythan so will you go closer to your enemy Satan?

He only tests those who he wants closest to him so will you go further away from your lord?

He gives life and he gives death and we all have an appointed time where not even a second wil be pushed forward or backward. So do you question the fact that it was your relatives time to go?

We must NEVER question Allah for taking his own creation back for he appoints us all with a fixed term which we are unaware of so will you waste a second more?

Repent to Allah and turn to him for he loves you more than you can ever comprehend. Turn to the one who has given you everything you can imagine and more. Turn to the one who will give you eternity of bliss for your little efforts in this world and then we claim he is unfair? Unfair is that we should make such little effort in this world for ETERNITY of bliss. How is that fair? 70 years of devotion = Eternity of Paradise. That equation is not fair for Allah is giving us so much more than we can EVER comprehend.

Therefore turn to Allah and you will find him most merciful. It's never too late as long as we have our souls in us and we have until our souls reach our throats to ask for forgiveness and Allah only gives the ability to repent to those of his slaves that he wants to forgive. So thank Allah abundantly and repent to him profusely and sincerely and you will find the gates of mercy open.

The Prophet, Allah bless him and give him peace, said, "Every son of Adam is a sinner, and the best of sinners are those who repent."

Allah Most High created us and He knows our natures. He knows that we are weak and prone to error and sin. He knows that we are faced with temptations everyday of our lives.

Yet, He is the Most Merciful and the Most Clement. In the words of Allah the Most High, "Say: 'O my Servants who have transgressed against their souls! Despair not of the Mercy of Allah for Allah forgives all sins: for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful. Turn ye to our Lord (in repentance) and bow to His (Will), before the Penalty comes on you: after that ye shall not be helped." (Az-Zumar, 39:53-54)

Allah's mercy, compassion and forgiveness are all encompassing and his mercy is one of his most important and significant qualities of the almighty in the Qur’an, as well as in the saying and teachings of Prophet Muhammad (Pbuh).

The Prophet also once said:

Allah, the Almighty, says: Whosoever does a good deed, will have (reward) ten times like it and I add more; and whosoever does an evil, will have the punishment like it or I will forgive (him); and whosoever approaches Me by one span, I will approach him by one cubit; and whosoever approaches Me by one cubit, I approach him by one fathom, and whosoever comes to Me walking, I go to him running; and whosoever meets Me with an earth-load of sins without associating anything with Me, I meet him with forgiveness like that. (Sahih Muslim)

Approximately 113 chapters of the Holy Qur’an begin with: "In the name of Allah the Most-Compassionate; the Most-Merciful".

This is a constant reminder to all who read the Qur’an of the great mercy, compassion and forgiveness of almighty Allah.

Indeed, no one despairs of relief from Allah except the disbelieving people. (Surah Yusuf 12:87)

One must be hopeful of Allahs mercy and forgiveness and fearful of His punishment. It is this fear that should lead one to seek Allahs forgiveness with hope. Allah says:

Know that Allah is severe in punishment and that Allah is Forgiving and Merciful. (Surat al-Maaidah 5:98)

In the above verse, Allah gives us reason to fear because His punishment is justly severe, as well as good reason to have hope, since He is the Most Forgiving and Merciful. There should be a balance between fear and hope and not too much or too less of one or the other. If there is too much fear, then a person may negate Allahs quality of mercy and ascribe to Him unkindness.

So do not despair for whatever wrongs you have done in the past or present as long as you leave the sin and repent sincerely with the intention NEVER to commit it again then Allah will forgive surely forgive you.

It is also a part of faith that you have hope in his mercy but at the same time fear of his punishment therefore strike a balance between the two but know that:

In a Hadith Qudsi Allah states: "My mercy prevails over My wrath."


So turn to Allah and get as close to him as you can for Allah loves you more than you can EVER comprehend. You are so lucky because he only tests those who he wants closest to him and that is why you have been tested with this illness so NEVER see it as a bad thing but it is a GOOD thing because Alah is wanting to reward you abundantley and wants you closest to him.

Allah is with those who are patient and the reward for patience is JANNAH!

Turn to Allah with repentance for all of the times you have questioned him and doubted him. If you heart is sincere and it is clear you do feel remorse then Allah will forgive you and your patience will turn into GREAT rewards!

So do as many good deeds as you can in order to please Allah and do your utmost to earn his pleasure and to be as close to him as possible.

We are here for you so ask of us what you like and we will try our best to help you.

and Allah knows best in all matters


Here are some very beneficial articles for you:



10 Steps to Increasing our Iman(Faith)

http://www.islamicboard.com/manners-...man-faith.html

30 ways the youth should spend everyday of their lives!

http://www.islamicboard.com/manners-...eir-lives.html

Easy Dhikr which is light on the tongue but heavy on the scales!

http://www.islamicboard.com/manners-...vy-scales.html

My Daily Ibadah (worship) check!

http://www.islamicboard.com/manners-...hip-check.html

10 steps to getting closer to Allah

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Forty Very Easy, Quick & Rewarding Good Deeds for all of us to do Everyday!

http://www.islamicboard.com/worship-...-everyday.html

VERY Rewarding Nafl Salaahs we can Pray Everyday!

http://www.islamicboard.com/worship-...-everyday.html



Please listen these very beneficial talks:



Angel of Death!!! - Sheikh Ahmed Ali

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tUzRJXlB2uA

Imam Anwar al-Awlaki - Death (The Destroyer of Pleasures) [part 1/4]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ieX7ZQtHl0s

Imam Anwar al-Awlaki - Death (The Destroyer of Pleasures) [part 2/4]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KK_2sVGMW08

Imam Anwar al-Awlaki - Death (The Destroyer of Pleasures) [part 3/4]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpmzA2hk1Bo

Imam Anwar al-Awlaki - Death (The Destroyer of Pleasures) [part 4/4]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=km39GfL62TQ

Imam Anwar al-Awlaki - The Journey of the Soul

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAwHEXE3-n0


HARD HITTING Lecture on HELLFIRE & the Day of JUDGEMENT! يوم القيامة والجحيم

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0O6L_fBk7VM

Sheikh Ahmad Ali - Hellfire Talk Part 1/3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWTehIeCOUU

Sheikh Ahmad Ali - Hellfire Talk Part 2/3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXTtk7rWx_U

Sheikh Ahmad Ali - Hellfire Talk Part 3/3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmiD86w9fBc


Islam - Punishment of the Grave by Sheikh Riyadh ul Haq

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWb-hYIm2WE

Death and the Grave by Murtaza Khan

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r2nzJVecqo

How can we not appreciate what we have after watching this?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AkEBUC0APMg
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happy
04-08-2010, 03:11 PM
We human being make mistake but the best one is the one who repent from it. Allah is so truly merciful and kind and he is the one who show you the right path before it is too late so never give up Allah hope because he loves those who seek his forgiveness and Allah forgive all sins.
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