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squiggle
who wrote that ? it's nice.
well i did not write it but what is being described is exactly whats in my heart and how i feel
i got it from a lecture i was watching and i just wrote it down
sometimes i dont like to even go out of my home i want to stay inside because i hate this world and whats outside so much fitnah
But ive always been like that even before reverting to islam maybe thats why i found peace in islam and everything just made sense
i thought i was an utter weirdo before but now its like i know why. i dont like this dunya at all. you see i could never be like my friends drinking alcohol and all that stuff maybe thats why i didnt have any friends lol
I just want to strive for jannah so badly but do the work of Allah at the same time of course
i want to spread islam only