Salaam sis
life a test for hereafter , pl have patience. All Prophets pbut went through many
hardships but they never loose hope in Allah's mercy. Remember , Allâh
burdens not a person
beyond his
scope. Surah Baqarah Ayat 286.
also know that :
“……..and never give up hope of Allah's Mercy. Certainly no one despairs of Allah's Mercy, except the people who disbelieve." [Quran, Yusuf (Joseph) 12:87]
may Allah grants what is best for your hereafter , Ameen.
Read Quran , offer extra salat regularly. Also read some good Islamic articles.
a link:
How do we remain steadfast in our faith in times of Calamity and Hardship
?
http://www.islamicity.com/forum/prin....asp?TID=14517