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anonymous
04-17-2011, 10:43 PM
[I just needed to vent]

I am sorry,

Sorry, that I was not there for you more than you needed me,
Sorry, because I tried even though you accused me otherwise
I spent weeks thinking about you, how I can help
Everything I suggested you to do, did not change anything
Simply because you were giving up on yourself

Then you got angry at Islam,
I thought I treated you fine, in seeking excuses in your pain and sorrows
But then the guilt struck at my heart so hard
That listening to you, made me horrible

You were angry at God and wanted to be my friend,
I get angry too sometimes, I said
But, remember we are nothing and created weak
How, to listen to someone angry at the one I love the most, or try too?

I hid my own anger, bid you farewell, you needed to resolve your issues
You came at me, attacking like some ferocious beast
I had betrayed you! And, especially after how good you have been to me

So, many times your angry reminded me that of a little child, I wanted to laugh
Instead, I remained calm and tried to reason with you
My calmness made you angry, for I was not helping
How do you expect me to help you, more than I already have?

Am I the one who's supposed to have made the efforts for you to gain your goals?
Should I be the one apologizing on your behalf to those whom have already hurt?
You were not thinking, you were consumed with hate
and for these things and more I said goodbye.

Until,

The day, you come back to yourself, then once more, you will be my friend,
my heart will be opened for you again.

And,

If, there's no such time, I am sorry but goodbye.
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