Assalamualaikum
When "ALLAH" Takes Away Something From Your Hand,
Don't Think HE IS PUNISHING YOU.
HE Is Just Leaving You EMPTY Handed TO RECEIVE SOMETHING BETTER
If you are asking for The Creator to help you, it means you trust His ability...
But if He doesn't help you yet, it means He trust your ability.
Brother you know it very well that Allah tests you. I just really don't know your hardships but I'll try to help you. You have not made dua this really not good bro. Sometimes there are conditions that we feel that we need nothing in this world it's just going to pass and it's just of no use. If you don't want to ask Allah for anything in this world ask him at least for the reward in hereafter. Allah is the most Just we are weak We sin and then repent.Allah did make us perfect but we should at least try to be near perfection. It's just Allah who knows what you are going through. Just ask him that he may grant you patience. Don't ever think of dying. If you are free then watch these videos.
Narrated Anas bin Malik: The Prophet said, "None of you should wish for death because of a calamity befalling him; but if he has to wish for death, he should say: "O Allah! Keep me alive as long as life is better for me, and let me die if death is better for me.' " (Sahih Bukhari: Book#70, Hadith# 575)
Abu Huraira reported Allah's Messenger (may peace be upon him) as saying:
Look at those who stand at a lower level than you but don't look at those who stand at a higher level than you, for this would make the favours (conferred upon you by Allah) insignificant (in your eyes).
(Sahih Muslim: Book #042, Hadith #7070)