Assalaamu Alikum Wa Rahmatullahi Wa Barakaatuh
here you are my dear, read here May Allah be pleased with you Ameeen:
http://www.islamicboard.com/general/...ml#post1430229
All Praise be to Allah and peace and blessings of Allah be upon Muhammad The Last of Prophets and Messengers...
May Allah ease your way and all the affairs and matters of your life ,give you health and wealth ,fill your heart with His rememberance, Taqwa ,Imaan ,His love ,peace ,comfort and the endless happiness and satisfaction , open all the doors of goodness and success for you ,May Allah make all your dreams, hopes ,wishes and prayers come true if were good for you and cover you with all of His blessings graces forgiveness mercy and Be pleased with you in this life and in the Hereafter , May Allah protect you and your precious family from all harm ,sins ,shaitan ,torment of grave ,the bad end and hellfire and May He give you the strength and the good knowledge of this Deen preserving the Qur`aan, Sunnah and their knowledges in your heart; guiding your way always and forever and purify you from all sins and make your grave after death one of the Paradise gardens shining bright wide and perfumed with the perfumes of Al Jannah, may Allah make you pass Asseraatulmustaqeem in a blink of an eye and reward you with the highest level of the Paradise (Al Ferdaws Al Aalaa) with out being reckoning to be with Rasool Allah Muhammad (salla Allaho Alyhi wa Sallam) all prophets (peace and blessings of Allah be upon them )the Sahaba (may Allah be pleased with them) and Angels (peace be upon them all) and to be coverd by silk perfumed with musk eating from Al Firdaws fruits looking to Allah Al Mighty Face coverd with His light and grace......
this Duaa for you my dear and All Muslims from Jinn and Mankind, dead or live; from the begining of the creation till the day of Judgement....
All Praise be to Allah and peace and blessings of Allah be upon Muhammad The Last of Prophets and Messengers...
Aameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen
Please take care of your precious self and dear family in shaa Allah and never ever let anything put ya down and never forget that Allah Is always with us and all of the hard times we had and still having are great blessings from Allah to make us return to Him to forgive us and elevate our status in this Dunya and Akhirah
just trust Allah and never give up asking Him for anything you want and striving for His sake in shaa Allah...