Thanks for the replies
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منوة الخيال
I feel the same way.. I pray to God it is just a phase but I have been in this rut for a few months.. you know having good friends helps.. You don't have to be 100% all the time..
so maybe just take it easy and ride the wave instead of swimming hard against it.. Some things are meant to be embraced rather than fought and I think asking the aid of Allah swt is probably the only option when in a place like this..
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I thought it was a phase however i dont think it is as ive been stuck in a rut and couldnt achieve what ive wanted for years, I wouldn't say im old, though i do feel twice my age. Its as if an external force is pushing me into a position where i feel all depressed and stressed day in day out
Just cant pinpoint where im going wrong
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Snowflake
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I wonder if it could be al ayn? The evil eye (nazar). You can treat yourself with ruqyah. I used to be a whirlwind of activity and was really strong for a girl. Then one day out of the blue I could barely walk. To cut a long story short and about 20 years of ill health later, I accidently found myself in the company of Rakis, who realizing from experience that I was 'afflicted with something' did ruqyah on me. The ruqyah water made me vomit (a sign of black magic). They gave me ruqyah water to take home with me, which I drank for 3 days. I'll never forget those three days imsad After being ill for so long it was like I'd come back from death. I could feel strength in my bones. I was in no pain. I felt alive. I could actually think straight without struggling. Feelings I'd long forgotten. Then I noticed some organisms in the water and threw it away. I also felt I was cured and didn't do the ruqyah they told me to do. Slowly but surely my symptoms came back and my health got worse than before. Finally, I started listening to ruqyah (using headphones) and within one month (suppose to do it for 8 weeks at least or until you're better) I started feeling healthy again. Then eid came and staying at my Mum's my routine went out the window. And I don't mean last Eid. Since then I never truly managed it again except for a few days here and there. That's not enough. To treat yourself you really have to make the effort. It's hard when you're ill and tired. But these days I've once again resolved to start the ruqyah and pray to Allah I can stick with it.
You should learn about ruqyah (if you don't know already) and do it for yourself insha Allah. Even if it is something other than ayn, insha Allah you will benefit from it regardless.
http://www.missionislam.com/health/quranhealing.html
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This is what ive been pondering over for years, maybe someone has taken the life out of me with the evil that is black magic but i don't want to blame anything else as i feel its a cop out. Nothing in my life is moving on, its the same as it was years ago and i dont know why. Loss of motivation, confidence..its as if every ounce of energy i had has been drained out of me. I just cant explain it
Maybe it is the evil eye, I guess i will have to do a bit of resarch and explore all posibilities
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TrueStranger
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I think age and experience make us a bit more cautious. I used to be fearless and self-assured, now days I'm cautious when it comes to the things that matter and indifferent to the rest.
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Age is definitely a factor however i dont understand how one can go from energetic to the polar opposite. Its like im a different person