:sl:
“[O Muhammad], inform My servants that it is I who am the Forgiving, the Merciful.”(Qur’an 15:49)
Say, "O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning],
do not despair of the mercy of Allah . Indeed, Allah forgives all sins.
Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful. And return [in repentance] to your Lord and submit to Him
before the punishment comes upon you; then you will not be helped."(Qur’an 39:53-54)
Brother, beware of the tricks and traps of Shaytan. Shaytan will want you to give up, to despair. You must keep battling, keep struggling, keep repenting. Never Quit. Start praying immediately and no matter what happens, you must commit to yourself that you'll not give up praying. It is much worst to not pray at all than to pray, then stop, then repent and start praying again. You must hold on to this rope. Remember the last words of our Prophet(pbuh) who cared so much about Us, "Salaah, Salaah, Salaah".
The Salah is your connection to Allah swt, consider it like the connection to your internet/phone service. Once you start praying, then when you are in sujuud, make Duaa, sincerely repent to Allah and ask Allah swt to assist you overcome this. When you don't pray then it is like you have no service, no connection with Allah swt. So tell me, which is better; to have no service/connection with Allah swt at all or to have some service/connection with Allah even it it is on and off? I'm sure you would agree with me that is much better to strive, struggle to do the right thing - than to not try at all.
So in short, first and foremost, make sure you get connection, get yourself ready for Salah, pray 2 rak'at, make sincere repentance, make Duaa to Allah to assist you, to cure you from this, to give you the strength to over come it. Study your religion, don't let shaytan and your nafs to mislead you to trick and trap you. Make yourself busy with work, school, volunteering, mix with righteous people, spend more time at the Masjid, avoid listening to music, watching movies. Disconnect your internet if possible. You must also replace what you give up for something better, for example replace islamic lectures for music/movies, reading for surfing the web.
May Allah swt guide and keep you and all of us to the straight path. Ameen.
Whoever leaves something for Allah - Allah will replace them with something that is better than it!