Greetings and peace be with you Ahmad Irfan; welcome to the forum and I am so sorry to hear of your problems,
Is there a duas or anything that I can do to help myself? JazakAllahu Khair
I can only tell you about the duas I made when the doctor told me I had non - Hodgkin Lymphoma, I knew this cancer, because our friend had it, and then she died months later. The dua was this, to ask for the wisdom, peace and the serenity to do the will of Allah, whether the cancer was to be a death sentence or just an inconvenience. I can only say that from the moment of making this prayer. I found a profound sense of peace, and the thought of cancer never troubled me, I have never once prayed for healing.
I can imagine your condition is both medical and a cause for anxiety, and the worry probably makes your condition worse. A prayer of unknown origin is this
Lord, grant me the peace and serenity to live with the things I cannot change.
Grant me the courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
The first line of the prayer is hard, to live in peace with all the bad things that happen, and that are beyond our power to change.
The second line, is tough, there is very little we can change in this world, apart from what goes on in our heads, and how we react to the problem.
If you try and change the things that cannot be changed ( your medical condition now ), it will lead to depression and more anxiety. Somehow we offer up our pain as a dua to Allah, we place all our worries in the hands of our Lord, we pray for the perseverance wisdom and patience to do the will of Allah.
Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a great mystery, Lord grant me the peace and serenity to live this day and every day, knowing that you hold me in the palm of your hand.
Somehow you can get through this, always one day at a time, and you will become stronger.
Prayers and blessings
Eric