this thread is such a mistake. i'm sorry for creating such a useless and meaningless thread.
maybe the mods could close it please?
as for brother
@
anatolian
. thanks for your answer....however i'm a bit way too confused right now. i posted the same question, if was suicide or not, in another forum and they be giving ....confusing answers too.............
its been only a day we discovered this thing. i know absolutely nothing about cancer. you all be talking about going to a doctor like its that easy, its not. not for me. and there a thousand reasons for it. i dont know where to start....
i know i'm stupid. i'm the most stupid person alive. i'm happy someone here finally realised that;D.
and brother @
hisnameiszzz .........i have absolutely no idea what to say about your post..............thank you though
anyways people, i only made this thread to ....ask you to pray for me that IF i have cancer, i die soon without suffering much. i dont want to lay in a bed for years! i have bigger plans, and if those plans are not being worked on, then i want to die asap. and this makes no sense...i apologise for that
this thread has no point. i'm sorry.
i'll keep posting in the other thread. inshahallah, as long as i live..........