format_quote Originally Posted by
~ Sabr ~
:salamext:
Something I wrote quite a few years ago.....thought to share with you all.....
I yearn not to feel,
Not to experience this pain
This emotion that breaks me,
And makes me whole once again
Sitting beside the memories
That cause me to go insane
I wish they would fall from me
Like clouds cry tears of rain....
Holding on to the time passed by -
But for how long
Will you keep playing the same songs?
Scared to let go? Aren't we all.
Scared to realise that this is a lie,
But then why does it seem so real?
I yearn not to feel...
Felt like adding to your poem
How do i disown these feelings
Why the songs say the same lyrics
when i click on that replay
I want to sing something new before the dawn hits my room
under the ceiling of these same old stars i wonder are they even real
can't even touch to check so far
In my room right now just me and my heart beat
I yearn not to feel
but my memories know how to chase me why the love doesn't know how to chase me
though i never played piano but i could it right now like crazy