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Wa iyyakum.
You seem greatly troubled from what I've been reading of your posts... are you alright?
Salaamat Akhi, know that we're all here for you and you're in our duas.
Wa aleyka, and jazakallahu khair
Suffice that, unless I'm mistaken, the challenges that I face were always going to impact me - as in they were never going to miss me, nor pass me by.
The last few days have contained some rather subtle, yet entirely plain, advices on what areas of improvement I have within my character. I constantly forget things. One of them is that I'm a young Muslim. Another is that for whatever intelligence I have within my drop of knowledge, I still have a long way to go before I can think that I have improved, at all.
Anything Good that appears from me or from within me, was only ever from Allah subhano wa Ta'ala. In contrast the bad that appears from me or from within me comes only from me. I fear that I blindside myself quite regularly if I do not pay more attention to that which I SHOULD be focused on, instead of what captures my interest.