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Roha Shama
I'm one of them,i'm not exactly wanting to commit suicide,it's just at times i think of cutting myself,i do realize it's haram,that is what's keeping me from actually doing it,but at times i feel like i have no hope and Allah hates me that's why he put this burden on me i have extreme social anxiety and ocd as well,yes i'm also home schooled because of such problems.
I'm really confused right now,i don't know why this is happening to me and only me?none of my sisters have this nor my brother.
:sl: Sster
Such thoughts are from Shaitan, the enemy of our Parents Adam & Eve and is our enemy about whom
Allah has warned us several times in the Noble Quran.
Just Ponder What Allah said to his beloved Prophet :saws:
Some verses as food for thought in The Love of Allah Ar Rahman
Noble Quran ''
O mankind, what has
deceived you concerning
your Lord, the Generous ?, Who created you,
fashioned you perfectly, and gave you due proportion; ''
Qudsi Hadith: the prophet صلى الله عليه وسلم said that Allah says:
Whoever returns to Me, I accept him no matter how far he is;
and whoever turns away from Me, I approach him and call on him.
Whoever leaves a sin for my sake, I reward him with many gifts
and whoever seeks to please Me, I seek to please him.
Whoever acknowledges My Will and Power in whatever he does, I make the iron bend for his sake.
My dear people are those who are with Me (i.e. whoever would like to be with Me, let him supplicate to Me and remember Me).
Whoever thanks Me, I grant him more blessings;
whoever obeys Me, I raise him and endear him more.
Whoever disobeys Me, I keep the doors of My Mercy open for him;
if he returns to Me,
I bestow him with My Love since I love those who repent and purify themselves for My Sake.
If he does not repent, I still treat him by putting them in hardship to purify him.
Whoever favors Me over others, I favor them over others.
I reward every single good deed ten times over or seven hundred times over to countless times over.
I count every single bad deed as one unless the person repents and ask for My Forgiveness in which case I forgive even that one.
I take into account any little good deed and I forgive even major sins.
My Mercy supersedes My Anger;
My Tolerance supersedes My Blame;
My Forgiveness supersedes My Punishment as
I am more merciful with My slaves than a mother with her child.
Tabarani, and Bayhaqi in Shuab Al Iman