format_quote Originally Posted by
snusify
Assalamu aleikom :peace:
I want to go straight to the point inshaAllah. Nearly 2 years ago I was in an accident which put me in a hospital for a total of 8 months, 5 of which was in a wheelchair. I had just reverted to Islam prior to this and was really happy about it. While I was in hospital
Now I want to come back, but it seems like an impossible task. I have no control over my life since I'm rehabilitation. I can't work or go to school yet and winter is so hard for me because I lose all my energy to do anything. I just watch TV and play games. Whenever I try to start praying it feels so tiresome because I don't understand what I'm saying and because I have to sit while I pray. I know it seems silly, but it is a real issue for me. Everything around me is just a mess. I can't talk about God or religion with my family because they're not Muslim and they just don't seem to care. Sometimes I feel like Allah doesn't want me to be Muslim because I'm not worthy of it :astag:
walikum salam wr wb.
Brother , This
short life is a test for the
eternal long life and
there is no gain without pain . Allah promises to give his servants THE PRICELESS PARADISE many times bigger than this Earth FOR ETERNITY . ( Its impossible for anyone here on this world to buy a whole State so not to talk about a buying a whole country or a Nation and our Globe consists of more than 200 nations )
So we want to get this biggest paradise for free :embarrass ? so lets see Allah 's verses a few of them here
Noble Quran 3:186 ''
You will surely be tested in your possessions and in yourselves. And you will surely hear from those who were given the Scripture before you and from those who associate others with Allah
much abuse. But if you are patient and fear Allah - indeed, that is of the matters [worthy] of determination.''
47 :31 '' And
We will surely test you until We make
evident those who strive among you [for the cause of Allah ] and the patient, and
We will test your affairs.''
67:12 '' Verily! Those who
fear their Lord unseen (i.e.
they do not see Him, nor His Punishment in the Hereafter, etc.), theirs will be forgiveness and a great reward (i.e. Paradise).
So believing
the UNSEEN is the condition of Allah
for Paradise . If you pray for a couple of years and
if its guaranteed that you will become a billionaire or a millionaire then there will be no space in the Masjid. Like a true friend who would be with us in happiness and sorrowness and while we are rich or poor Allah wants to tests us with giving good times & bad times .
Allah brings sunlight from darkness, and darkness from light similarly Allah brings good things from which we think as bad and Allah is THE ALL WISE.
format_quote Originally Posted by
snusify
TLDR: My life has become a mess after an accident and now I want to come back to Islam but it seems impossible.
Should I talk to an Imam at my Masjid about this?
Should I move out from my mother and brother in order to pursue my religion?
How do I start relearning the religion? And should I do it in my tempo and not rush it?
Thank you for reading and Jazak Allahu Khairan :peace:
So Repent and do taubatun Nasuha ie Sincere Repentance which is done with much tears and with a condition
its done sincerely WITH A GUARANTEE FROM OUR SIDE NOT TO COMMIT THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN so read Shahadha again if you had left eemaan and revert back to your Creator , The Most Merciful
Noble Quran '' ''
O mankind, what has deceived youconcerningyour Lord, the Generous ?,
Who created you, fashioned you perfectly, and gave you due proportion; ''
Qudsi Hadith: the prophet صلى الله عليه وسلم said that Allah says:
Whoever returns to Me, I accept him no matter how far he is;
and whoever turns away from Me, I approach him and call on him.
Whoever leaves a sin for my sake, I reward him with many gifts
and whoever seeks to please Me, I seek to please him.
Whoever acknowledges My Will and Power in whatever he does, I make the iron bend for his sake.
My dear people are those who are with Me (i.e. whoever would like to be with Me, let him supplicate to Me and remember Me).
Whoever thanks Me, I grant him more blessings;
whoever obeys Me, I raise him and endear him more.
Whoever disobeys Me, I keep the doors of My Mercy open for him;
if he returns to Me, I bestow him with My Love since I love those who repent and purify themselves for My Sake.
If he does not repent, I still treat him by putting them in hardship to purify him.
Whoever favors Me over others, I favor them over others.
I reward every single good deed ten times over or seven hundred times over to countless times over.
I count every single bad deed as one unless the person repents and ask for My Forgiveness in which case I forgive even that one.
I take into account any little good deed and I forgive even major sins.
My Mercy supersedes My Anger;
My Tolerance supersedes My Blame;
My Forgiveness supersedes My Punishment as I am more merciful with My slaves than a mother with her child.
Tabarani, and Bayhaqi in Shuab Al Iman
It was narrated that ‘Umar ibn al-Khattab (may Allah be pleased with him) said: “Some prisoners were brought to the Messenger of Allah (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him), and there was a woman among the prisoners who was searching (for her child). When she found her child she embraced him and put him to her breast. The Messenger of Allah (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) said to us, ‘Do you think that this woman would throw her child in the fire?’ We said, ‘No, by Allah, not if she is able not to.’ The Messenger of Allah (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) said, ‘Allah is more merciful to His slaves than this woman is to her child.’”
So Read the Noble Quran with meaning and PONDER pray 5 times with much isthigfar repentance and dua to Allah to lead you to the right path.