Sister, to be very very critical to myself. I can say ..i also do not have really friends. I do know some people..that i MAYBE see once a month or so, but i wouldn't call them "friends". A friend is also somebody you regulary hangout with. When you get older, it is no longer really "friends". The chance that you have a "friend" while being old, is very slim. People once they are done with school, will start to construct their life..(work, marriage, children, house).
I feel blessed that i am not surrounded with people and i am not kidding. People take SOO MUCH of your time and these days the conversations that you must have with people..is just like going to the toilet having done your stuff..but just sitting there doing nothing. That is you could say with people these days. You are with them and the amount of nonsense they talk about is unbelievable. Nobody is interested in Deen, nobody is interested in beneficial talk even though it is not about religion just something beneficial. It is just all nonsense. The people that do keep you company and have good beneficial subjects to talk about, there is a very SLIM chance each and every one of us who is seeking one you will meet. In the past there was a higher chance, but these days people and their "interesting"-subjects are rubbish..idols, kim kardashian, latest fashion, Music, Hollywood, disaster tourism, video games =_=!..
Be a stranger, be a person who HAS an opinion.